I walk alone

Good-bye

2007-03-21T17:43:00.000-07:00

Official closing of this blog...

Bye bye~

Tests tests tests

2007-03-19T22:20:00.000-07:00

Tests tests tests!!!

As mentioned, was having lotsa tests recently... Business Statistics, Price & Market (Microeconomics sort of), Accounting...

Business Statistics was not very good... Though MCQ, the questions are very hard lo... Anyway like I mentioned before, MCQ are harder than essay actually... Price & Market was ok, though not easy as I thought it would be, according to the practice paper... But still managed to figure it out...

Accounting paper last mon was SCREWED!!! Last sem, we thought there will be practical (P&L, Balance Sheet etc) in the mid-sem test... Ended up studied practical & the paper came out all theories... -.-"

Alright... So from my past experience I assumed mid-sem test would be all theories... Studied theories continuously for 8hrs, & last min went through 2hrs of practicals just to play safe... End up guess what?

3 questions 20% weightage for overall module, theories stand 4 marks each for 2 questions... Which means the practical stands 12 marks alone!!! STUPID P&L & BALANCE SHEET!!! Screwed it I thought, since my balance sheet couldnt balance & didnt know if I did the P&L correctly...

Checked my result just a few min ago &... I got a HD (High Distinction, 80 marks & above)!!! Wooohoooo!!! Happy happy happy!!!

Perhaps though my balance sheet couldnt balance, BS only stands 4 marks... And I prepared the whole BS when the lecturer only asked for a small part... So it doesnt matters if I cant balance!!! Wahahahaz!!!

My Business Statistics too got a HD... Hooohooo!!! What more can I ask for? But well, they're just tests... Tests are to help to pull ur grades up... What matters the most are the exams...

Preparing my idiotic law assigment recently, 30% weightage... Price & Market Test 2 next tues... Slacked too much the past week...

Lastly, really thank God for His grace... I know it's not by my wisdom cos, I'm expecting a FAIL for my Accounts!!! Hehehe...

Beijing part 2

2007-03-17T23:08:00.000-07:00

Beijing trip Part 2

Day 3

Date : 20 Feb 2007

Wake up time : 600am

Temperature : 11 C

Woke up early in the morning, we went for breakfast in the hotel (came along with the package)...

We reached there with most tables occupied, finally settled at a empty table (10seats)... Got our food & wanting to start when 6 other LOCALS joined us... They came from other parts of China to visit Beijing...

"Just finished our meals fast will do", we thought... Was eating halfway when I'm enjoying my porridge & my bro happily drinking his coffee until...

"KOOOOOR-PUIIIIII!!!"

One of the locals sat with us SPIT lo!!! I looked at my bro, he looked at me... Till my mum stood up & say, "Let's go"... *shake head

Anyway it's the day to view one of the 7 wonders!!!

Great Wall of China, built between 5th century BC to the 16th century to protect northern borders of Chinese Empire over many dynasties... It's the only man-made structure on earth that can be viewed by satellites, stretching over 6,352 km... While Singapore only lies 137 km from the west to the east... Do the maths...

Of cos for impressiveness I would still prefer Forbidden City... But let's think of this... Given the mountainy heights & harsh weather (esp during winter), with the lack of machinery, Great Wall is indeed something really amazed that was built @ that time...

But I didn't climb it... Muahahahaz!!! Looked @ this pix of my mum, realised the man in black behind? Take a closer look @ the height of the stairs infront of him... It's freaking hard to climb when one stair is about the height of ur knee!!!

My mum gave up due to her knee conditions after 10 steps... I thought for awhile, decided to give up also... For someone who take lift from 1F to 2F in school, u expect me to climb the hundreds steps for one station & there's 9 stations in total, when each of them the height of my knee?!?!

No way!!! Moreover many of the steps are uneven & destroyed, with 2 pathetic rusty railings besides for support... The steps get smaller as you climbed also, according to my dad & bro who went up... Climb up easy, the hardest part is coming down... Many people came down trembling...

Bu dao Chang Cheng fei hao han... Who cares, I've decided to be a mafia anyway... Wo shi huai ren!!! HAHAHAZ!!! =))

In the late afternoon we visited one of the Graveyards of the 13 Ming Emperors...

The night event is, our own firecrackers & fireworks festival!!! Bought some at a stall near our hotel & lighted it besides the main road... Very good le hor, many locals juz played along the pathway lo... Some of them even played besides people's cars!!!

Feeling, very shiok~!! Muahahaz!!! Really beautiful the effects... Though one small pack cost abt S$10+ & the big ones over S$50-100... But I'm very kuku, dont dare to play the firecrackers... Only lighted up the small fireworks... -Lolx-

Day 4

Date : 21 Feb 2007

Wake up time : 600 am

Temperature : 7 C

In the morning we went to some places where the the Imperial Emperors used to hold their offering & praying ceremonies...

After which visited Beijing Underground City, built during the Sino-Soviet conflict... A underground pass that has links to every homes nearby & provide shelters in times of wars... There's library, salon, school, hospitals there... You name it, you have it...

Ate the famous Beijing roasted duck in the afternoon!!! Hmmm... I still prefer Singapore's though... Cos there they ate the skins with the meat, thus the skin tend to be more fatter & not so crispy... Different style of eating...

After that went for leg massage when they said their university school fees was like RMB 20,000 per year including lodging & food... Which is about S$4000 only lo!!! Thus they get a little shocked when I told them mine is about S$5000 per HALF year without anything else... And they're studying Zhong Yi (Chinese Medicine) mind you... Doctors in future...

Day 5

Date : 22 Feb 2007

Wake up time : 900am

Temperature : 5 C

Home sweet home we're coming back!!!

It's one of the worse flights ever been... My cabin was full of THEIR locals lo... They're screaming & shouting on plane, forgetting it's a SQ flight...

Went to toilet, & one woman just banged on my door!!! So rude can... The plane HABEN landed & they're standing up taking out all their luggage... Think take bus ah?! Halfway landing people are filming & taking photos like dunno what... Bth... HAIZK~!!

Behind the screen 1

Nothing much to buy there... But these are the ones I bought back...

Pirated jersey -lol-

Gotta intro abit on the 2 pix above... My idol, Kenny G's cd selling @ S$4-6 there, at a unnoticeable corner... So sad... There's even his 1985 album!!!

As for the bag its a logo of Mr Mao Zedong, pretty cool hur? It is, provided I DARE to wear it out... Same goes for the money-printed Nike shoes (the left pair)... It's real cool & outstanding but if I dont dare, they'll be just ulu out-dated ugly stuff... It's just a line between fashionable, outstanding AND been ulu, out-dated...

A unfinished instant noodle we brought back from China!!! Super thick lo the noodle... Only managed to finish it after 1 hr plus... Cost less than S$1...

Behind the screen 2

My weird dad, who likes to take photos but dont like ppl to take his, always never say "3,2,1" before shooting...

Ended up shooting ugly toot toot poses & get 'scolding' from me... Muahahahaz!!!

-The End-

Beijing part 1

2007-03-14T23:33:00.000-07:00

Here's my posting of Beijing trip!!! After dragging for 1mth... Heehee..

Day 1

Date : 18 Feb 2007

Time arriving airport : 550am

Time of departure : 830am

Well... I'm really proud of our Changi Airport... Y'know on the day I leave Singapore & on board SQ flight, our terminal was so busy that planes QUEUE up to take off!!!

So yupx, there's 3 planes infront us before our taking-off, & 4 planes behind us!!! So coolz right... 830am is the busiest taking off timeslot... You can always go down to Changi Airport to view this awesome scene!!! Highly recommended...

Time of arrival : 400pm

Temprature : 12 C

Here we come, Beijing!!!

That night we had an early dinner... What Imperial Emperor dinner... Eh taste not very ok le... But their grape wine is nice!!!

It tasted really like ribena, no alcohol taste at all... Thus I drank half a glass until I start to feel giddy and picked up the bottle, its 17% alcohol content lo!!! Oh my...

After that went to watch famous Za Ji performance & returned back to hotel... Of cos, who will sleep @ 10pm right? So yupx, despite our hotel environment has nothing but roads & office buildings, we went for a walk...

Walking for about 20min STRAIGHT road, we came across the familiar 7-11!!! Bought 4 bags of stuff, including 5-6 cans of beer, 3 big bowl of instant noodles, 4-5 bottle of drinks, 3-5 magazines, a bento set, some tibits... Guess the price... S$20 ONLY!!! Wahahahaz!!! I think these cost you at least $80 in sg...

Bro, mum & me on the way back hotel

Bought some KFC back... The set meal's price is around the same, but the family set is cheaper... Only about S$12 while here its like $20+...

That ends our 1st day...

Day 2

Date : 19 Feb 2007

Wake up time : 600am

Temperature : 10 C

Must wake up earlier today!!! Cos, we're going Forbidden City!!! Zi Jin Cheng I'm coming!!! I love Jin Zhi Yu Nie (HongKong Drama)!!!

Special landmarks seen as our coach drove passed...

Infront of the famous Tian An Men

The guy covering in black is NOT terrorist!!! He's my bro!!!

Something to comment, Tian An Men is freaking BIG ok!!! We walked from the left to the right is about, walking 2 trips from Wheelock to Cineleisure... NOT kidding... That explains the sad history of the infamous 1989 Tian An Men Protest...

Me & Dad infront of Wu Men, main gate of Forbidden City

Because Tian An Men was just located in front of Zi Jin Cheng, it took us around 15min to walk from one place to another... In the freaking cold weather!!!

Inside Forbidden City!!!

The place is really awesome!!! But really pity that Hall of Supreme Harmony (Tai He Dian) is under construction... It's the main hall where Emperor hold his daily hearings...

Oh ya... The area of just ONE palace (Gong), is about the size of 1.5x Cck Sports Complex... I'M NOT EXAGGERATING!!! Just a little info, there's about 9,900 rooms in Forbidden City, consisting 17 palaces (Gong) & 5 halls (Dian)... It covers 720,000 square meters & is the world's largest palace complex...

I kept imagining I'm filming Jin Zhi Yu Nie or some palace shows, trying to escape from the ten meters high red walls... Or I'm a general guarding the gate (Cheng Men) & a palace maid came running very far to me reporting some emergencies (as filmed in Jin Zhi Yu Nie)... WO SHI KONG WU!!! Muahahahahaz!!!

This is just half the height of the gate

Yeah, gotta explain this pix of my bro... As read from an internet article, the gold 'wells' behind my bro is the Fire Extinguishers at that time... It's filled with water always, and are locatd around the Forbidden City... One fire extinguisher is more than enough to drown me this fat pig...

The tall long walls @ back gate

We walked from the front gate to the back, spending a total of 3hrs with only 2 stoppings of 3min each... Mind you, Forbidden City is built horizontally, NOT vertically... So I dont dare dream how long it will takes to walk from the utmost left to right...

I'm definately returning there again in my lifetime!!! Taking my own sweet time exploring the place, after Tai He Dian reopens...

Due to time constraint, we only managed to view the Imperial Garden (Just a few pathetic plants, the whole garden about the size of SIM) & some rooms used by Emperor & Empress... We didnt even managed to see the place used by the 3000 concubines!!! Dont even mention the rooms used by eunuchs & maids...

Awesome & impressive, it's all I could say for Forbidden City...

After which we toured around Jingshan Park, where the last emperor of Ming Dynasty, Emperor ChongZhen hanged himself... A 400yrs old tree...

Took some photos along a so-called river, when we would call it a lake or even sea here, given the size...

Took on a rickshaw ride provided to go around the place outside Forbidden City... Passing by houses Qing officials used to live...

Visited a Ice Craving Exhibition in the evening, with temperature of ZERO!!! Dinner followed by Shaolin Gongfu show with storyline, which we dont understand at all...

That ends our 2nd day!!!

Conclusion of the day by me & bro :

1) In Beijing outside Forbidden City, anyhow kick a stone & the stone might already be 200yrs old... Historical items are everywhere daily in their lifestyles...

2) Qing officials are pitiful... Imagine if the daily hearing hold @ 8am, though their homes are just outside the palace, they have to be out @ 3am in order to reach in time... There're no cabs during those days, only human-carried Jiao Zhi...

(To be continued...)

FOMBES

2007-03-09T23:33:00.000-08:00

Woohooo~~ Having a bad stomachache now... Too much laughing...

Juz back from gathering with my poly gang... The ZOMBES!!! Our old gang name... Each letter represents each of our names... Cool right?

But many things had happened, which cant be blog here of cos... Lolx... Now should be FOMBES ba, with new adding of XiaoMing & Eyes... And removal of... =XXX

I really missed my gang... The moment we gather juz now, we laughed till the very last minute we departed... Getting stares from everywhere (been too loud), we're juz basically still inside our own world... I miss them!!!

Ate a simple dinner in Holland V, and went to Essential Brew to chill... Played Heart-attack & other games tt we shouted & laughed like mad... Luckily due to our pax, we're given a separate room... If not sure kanan complained.. -Lolx-

We are still as usual, speaking too frankly at anything... Hahaha... Given my description, you can see how much I cherish this bunch of frenz... Some photos took decades ago...

Disclosed my class photo, with my horrible-looking hair... Doesnt matter cos, who dont have a past!?!? Hahahaz... Y'see how much fun we used to have... What human pyramid pose also can take photos lo!!! Lolx... Those memories...

We aint a bunch who like to take photos, thus we dont hv much group photos... But as I look thru the ones we have, I really wanna tear sia (so gu niang)... I wanna return to those days... But yet, I couldnt stop the moments that I truly treasure... Felt so helpless...

Alright, still gotta postponed blogging about my china trip... Still sorting out my photos... Having accounting test this coming Mon, wat the sh*t really...

Bacardi Limon still best mixed with Jasmine Tea... Gassy drinks taste weird mixing with alcohol afterall...

On the left is Dad's Baileys Irish Cream, on the right is my Bacardi Limon (Lemon)

Suspect having a little depression these days... Dont like to be out, prefer to be all alone... Can be quite upset over certain stuff, which in my life is getting messed up..

p/s : 十七岁的我，希望能让你幸福。。。二十岁的我，只希望你能幸福。。。

Back in action

2007-03-07T21:19:00.000-08:00

Yoyoyo pals!!! I'm back in action!!!

Alright... Back from Beijing on the 22 Feb & I completed slack for half the month... Busy playing games, watching dvds & STUDYING...

If you're wondering why am I having exams 24/7 all year round... Well, let me explain my exam schedule...

I'm having 4 modules now (including my repeat), but RMIT only conducts 1 test on average EACH week... At most 2 papers each week so far for my course... Some modules have 2 mid-sem tests & 1 final exam in total, while some only 1 test & 1 exam... Now you see, I take about one week to study for a module, and after that its time to prepare for the next paper...

Of course, this system is good as compared to my poly's... Since poly having 3 papers EACH week, sometimes 4... I've much more time to study and prepare myself...

Btw I'm addicted to HongKong drama!!! Interesting storyline, nicely done background, good clothings, occasionally gd-looking actors/actress... While meantime improving my Cantonese!! Hohoho!!

Ok... Let me go da bian 1st & settle my stuff (watch dvds) before I update on my Beijing trip!!!

*gone

Off from Singapore

2007-02-18T05:33:00.000-08:00

Another 10hrs from now, I'll be faraway from Singapore!!! Wooooohooooo~~~

The great wall of China

Forbidden City (The place I'm really looking forward to)

Did I mention before? I'm addicted to the feeling of going airport & awaiting to board plane... Though I might not be looking forward to the destination nor holiday... Muahahahaz!!!

830am flight... Back on the 22 Feb night...

Beijing I'm coming!!!

*Off to airport

CNY eve

2007-02-17T23:41:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR eve

Whoa whoa wat a busy day today!!!

Slept quite late y'day, or rather quite early... At a weird timing of 7am... After surf net & spoke to Priscilla on phone, continue playing my music and stuff...

Wey btw Ms Mao ah... After talking to u I really feel v sad wor... Digged my past shi lian stories, perhaps cant consider shi lian since nv started at all... Muahahaz!!!

Anyway also will sad de lo... The 1st time telling someone "I like you"... The 1st time giving in everything you could... The 1st time getting rejected... The 1st heartache experienced... Nv will I forget them... *sob sob

But anyway watever, woke up and proceed to my maternal grandparents' place for reunion dinner... Only hanged around for 2-3hrs since my father's sibilings came over to my house for quite some time already...

Being the kaisu me, I dashed back home in order to get the very 1st angbao from my cousin who just got married 4 months ago... Heehee... Y'know, the feeling of getting angbao from uncles & aunties is so much different from getting from cousins... Cos' cousins are the ones who grew up with you & played together all these years...

And yes, I succeeded despite she waiting for me for hrs (in fact I called & asked her to wait for me)... The 1st thing I stepped into the house is to grab 2 oranges & greeted her... Wahahahaz!!! Feeling, very weird but really fun... Btw this is my 1st time experiencing getting angbao from cousin... =)

Hur hur... Just realised I'm away from Singapore whenever its CNY... Kanan 'say' by Eyes & Yn somemore... Lolx... Last year I went Genting on Chu Er... The year before last went Taiwan on Chu Yi itself... This year Beijing... Bo bian sia due to my dad's schedule...

Alright... Update again ba~

Statistics test

2007-02-16T03:36:00.001-08:00

Just realized I did not update about my Statistics test on the past Monday...

It was freaking idiotic hard can... Y'know, I always HATED MCQs... Cos they can be harder than essays... At least essays you can scribble something over questions you didnt study and get a few pathetic marks... But MCQs, once you never study means a GONE CASE...

Adding on, RMIT is so so xxxx (unable to view for kids under 18)... Normally MCQ only have 4 choices, a-d... But, we hv 5 choices, a-e!!! Last choice, "None of the above"... Simply mean that, the question can be asking something that is not inside the answers provided... Very good, cant use the method of striking off the impossible...

So, its either you can do it, or you cant... I got quite a few "none of the above" btw... Anyway I really studied hard (started studying a week before test) & tried my best for this paper le... If fail, really bo bian liao...

Haizk~

Cny

2007-02-15T23:37:00.000-08:00

*Sob sob

A very BAD news... My maid told me on Tue that SOMEHOW, one of my t-shirts was spoilt... Thinking that it's nothing big, she showed me which piece is it...

IT'S THE ONE GLADYS & RACHEL THEM BOUGHT FOR ME LO!!!!!

*Stab my own heart*

I was like #%$&*^@!#&, scolding millions of foreign vulgarities inside my heart which I myself dont understand... Was depressed for the whole day... Y'know, I really treasure each & every presents I received, esp my b'day presents...

Haizk~ Speaking of the shirt really make me down... That t-shirt which they specially find for me, with a 'R' printed representing my 'Rhys'... AHHHHHHHHH KILL MEEEE~!!!!

But well, though the printing faded till like dunno wat, I'll still keep it... Wear it to nearby or what ba... Heng I wore it ONCE before... Oopz, revealed my secret of not washing new clothes before 1st wear... Muahahaaz!!!

O ya... I have a weird addiction... I dislike people opening up my presents, or even letters, before I did... Many kanan "scolded" by me before, ranging from friends to my dad & bro... Muahahaz!!! The feeling of opening up unknown stuff, so exciting manz... Woohooo~!!!

Did I mention before? My all-time favorite festival of the year is coming in 3 days' time!!! Chinese New Year!!! Why? Well... Not the new clothes, in fact buying new clothes is a trouble... But, the food~!!!

1st we have my personal super uper favorite -> Yu Sang (Yu Seng in Cantonese)!!! Well... You dont hv it all time round usually, normally during cny period only... The carrots, along with the sauces & fish (best if its salmon), make the greatest combination!!! The process of Lo Yu Sang with friends & family add on to the fun!!! Healthy food, enjoying process... *5 Stars

Next, we'll intro you a delicious & refreshing product -> The Mandarin Orange!!! It's nothing special actually... But for the fact that its cny, mandarin oranges are imported at a larger quantity than usual... Thus there's more choices, with a better quality... *4.5 stars

Last, we'll have our Local King -> Bak Kwa!!! Though u can eat it anytime, but when u eat it during cny it's so much diff!!! That add on to the atmosphere of cny (of course the price contributes a great part too)... *3.5 stars

Alright, end of today's intro... Catch on tune soon!!!

*Back to reality*

Just to mention, I'm eating 1 mandarin orange (sometimes 2) EVERYDAY la... It's so juicy so sweet... Buey tahan the temptation... Although my mum say mandarin orange will add on to my Feng Shi but, die jiu die ba!!! Lolx~

She recommended me to normal oranges... But well, though they are the same family & both look orange, inside so different can... Cannot hide one lo... One super sweet, and another sour till can faint... Anyway my personal list of fruits preferences is so long & chim la... Share next time... Hahahaz...

Honey mandarin orange, my current lover... Wooohoooo~~~

car car car

2007-02-09T23:19:00.000-08:00

I need a car!!!!!!!!! I want a car!!!!!!!!

Anyone who buy one for me (NOT toy car, those I can sit in & travel from places to places, running on diesel/petrol), be it male or female, tall or short, fat or slim, young or old, bald or not...

I will spend a night with them

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Playing UNO... I'm pretty good in it ok...

What a bad joke...

*Pack luggage to North Pole

Wikipedia

2007-02-06T23:49:00.000-08:00

This is a great website...

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Main_Page

Wikipedia, the free online encyclopedia ... Some of u might already know of this web... It's great, providing more than sufficient information on the topic you're searching on...

Be it music, literature, geography, history, countries or the famous, they can give you quite alot of information... A web I recently like to hook on, to increase my weak knowledge...

O btw, just got scoldings from Leticia & Celine... Muahahaz!!! Y'know, I ALWAYS forget to reply sms... When received, I check & read immediately, but deleted right after that... Thinking of replying awhile later, I only rbm days after... Why? Cos I'm super lazy to reply straightaway lo!!! Wahahahaz!!!

Told my mum I'm not a number-person, and she dont believe me sia!!! Since young had been quite bad with numbers... Spent more days practising on accounts than other modules, ended up accouting failed and others passed... What more can I say?

In maths you need to accept everything that is thrown to u... Eg. 2x3=6, I would ask why dont u 6x2-4+1-3=6 le? Well, you can call it rebellious or a nicer word, flexibility... Just cant accept things dumped into my face without knowing the reason behind...

On the other hand, I would rather deal more with language... Of course, I still speak broken english and write lousy lyrics... But they're more fun in terms of the thinking process... Words allow you to express how u're feeling... Y'know what I mean?

But is there a person who are both good with language and numbers? Usually not... If yes, it's genius ba...

Alright, I rarely posted 2x in a day... But usually this will stop me from posting for quite a few days... Hopefully not... Heehee...

Injection

2007-02-06T19:39:00.000-08:00

Been looking for a new blogskin y'day... Time to renew my blog!!!

Nah... Just back from dentist & clinic visit... Regular checkup dont worry... Have not gone for dental check nearly a year... So went to get some normal checking and polishing...

My 2 upper wisdom teeth grew out le!!! But that doesnt add to my wisdom le... Im still as toot as ever... Btw, dentist say that due to my extraction of 2 teeth before (for wearing of braces), my wisdom teeth moved forward into the gap... Thus, unlike normal, I'm using 50% of my wisdom teeth for chewing... That saved me from an operation!!! *Phew

But, all dental visits arent pleasant afterall... No matter how cool or pretty u might be, nobody look gd with big opening mouth right!? With water sprinkling out from the mouth onto ur face, dentist messing ur hair (result from sitting too close to u)... A piece of advise, nv go for dentist checkup with ur newly attached partner... Lolx

Next, went to Bukit Panjang Clinic to get an injection... Going to Beijing soon, thus my mum asked me to get a flu vaccination along with her... The 1st thing I went into the room, I asked the doctor...

"Does it hurts???"

Muahahahaz!!! I'm super uper afraid of PAIN can!!! Wahahahaz!!! Anyway it doesnt really hurts, a little blood outflow though (my mum didnt hv it)...

I always wanted to go for blood donation... It doesnt hurt I heard... But the thought of blood scared me... Not mine, in fact as I mentioned before, I get a little high seeing my own blood... But once I see other patients' blood, I would faint on the spot for sure...

Did I mentioned I had an injection at the same clinic 2 months ago? My gastric pain was acting that time and after some medicine, the pain didnt fade... Thus went back to get injection the following day... And the doctor injected on my hip lo!!! Showing half of my butt out... So paiseh... That stupid gastric injection DOES really hurt...

Biz Statistics test next Monday... SIM timetable planning is real GOOD I can say... Just realised there's no school on CNY eve (I've class on every sat morning), only a test one wk before CNY... After CNY, 2 weeks of preparation before other tests come... They planned till we can truly enjoyed our CNY... So thoughtful isnt it? Heehee...

This wk's "3 days rest" are occupied... Today went injection, 2molo going get some CNY goodies, thursday going dye hair (Postponed from last wk)... So busy so busy!!!

Injection causes my arm now still sour sour de, hurts abit when I lifted my hand high... My endurance for pain is ZERO... That's the price to pay for saving the trouble searching for CNY clothing...

Valentine's Day coming... No date of course... No class too... Decided to spend it with myself @ home sleeping, playing game, watching tv... So pathetic? A little though... Lolx

Time to prepare for saxophone class... Teacher coming le... Bye~

Rest days? CNY?

2007-02-03T23:55:00.000-08:00

So restless so tired so helpless...

Had been coping myself up these few weeks, or rather, these 1-2 months... Basically cos I'm broke, to the extent of not taking cab (except late for church duties), and partially due to the increasing seriousness of my zi bi...

It's not been the usual me, to reject outings with friends, and stay home spending days with myself... Perhaps its due to the unbalanced schedule I've, rushing for church & school for 4 continuous days, and having 3 days of rest @ one go...

Waking up @ 8am for continuous 3 days is a hard task for someone who only wake up after noon... My normal active period is after 11pm... So night is pretty short for me, having only 4-5hrs before sleep doing all the stuff I need to do (eg. play games, watch vcd, study)... Noon? Normally spent it playing with my doggie, surf net, read newspaper or shitting...

"So GOOD having 3 days of rest!!!" You might thought... But you'll get turned off when everyone ask u out on weekends & not even a sms came during weekdays... Turned out, I cant go anywhere either except home...

Oh well, excuses again... Alright, to be true, just feel like spending some time with myself... Not feeling alright recently so, just shut my world from outside world... I just want to be alone...

It affects my goings for cells... Of course, I know its not good... But really, I couldnt face a crowd anymore... Smiling & hearing them telling me this not good that not good (obviously I know it myself w/o them telling also), and not even a concern of "How have you been?"... Backslide you might call? Or childish? I dont know... I just wanna be alone...

Nah, drop the unhappy stuff... I'm going Beijing during CNY period for 5 days with my family starting from 18 Feb... Hardly to get me going if not for the Forbidden City...

For someone who gets crazy upon the Qing Dynasty history, it's definately not a place to miss... With hundreds of tragedies & thousands of deaths, how irony it is for people living within the 4 faces of walls trying to escape, and people outside trying to get in... A place full of grieves, despite the impressiveness it brings...

It just excites me thinking of the lifestyle used to be in Forbidden City, from the life of a eunuch right up to concubines & emperors... But I'm poor in memorizing names & details of the emperors in Qing Dynasty...

O btw, tests coming in a week's time... But it only resume 2 weeks after CNY... So yupx, my CNY week is spared!!! That's all...

p/s: Heartbreaks is all you left for me... When my tears had longed dry up...

S.H.E concert

2007-01-28T02:22:00.000-08:00

It's 2.22am now... But I'm still thrilled over S.H.E concert!!!

Things started off quite bad when there's a serious traffic jam near the stadiums... People rushing down to Indoor Stadium for S.H.E & National Stadium for soccer match (Sg vs Malaysia)...

Anyway, me & my cousins went in 30min before 8pm... Concert started at 830pm, 30min late though...

Things went normal quite long until Selina came out with a white gown (wedding gown sort of) & Hebe a pink glitter gown, elegant & beauty are the words that came to my mind... I truly melted at that moment!!! Muahahahaz!!!

Did I ever mention before? I always thought ladies look good in gowns... That's why they always look gorgeous in wedding gowns... Alright I just wanted to skip Ella's part la... Oopz!!! Just kidding!!! Her white blazer & pants look quite smart too... Hohoho!!!

Sun Yan Zi & Fei Lun Hai are the guests of this concert... SYZ's vocal is real good I can say... Very powerful & nice... Well for FLH... Er erm... Have been declaring openly I dont really admire them recently... =X

I thought it's good for singers to equipped themselves with talents like piano or dancing, or at least harmonizing for bands... It's not only about looks and built... I mean, is singers just about grabbing anyone on street that look "ok" and make them open up their mouths!?

O well... I'm not a producer to comment so much la... But at least, I really really look up to singers like Jay, JJ, Tank, Small Pig (Xiao zhu) etc... Talents can be learn & polish btw...

Proper VOCAL training is good for singers... Music industry should not be deteriorating... But at the very least, FLH can act well I could say...

When S.H.E came down the stage into the midst, things got into chaos sia... Refraining that it's rude to anyhow touch people, I stood like a Ah-Gong at my own place lo... Wahahahaz!!! They've impressed me once again with their great harmonizing...

Anyway, it's a nice concert... Just for the fact that many fans stood up (we're on flat ground seats), making us have to stand for the entire 3hr concert... Vigorous exercise le...

O ya... The teenager girl besides me keep screaming for the 3hr la!!! My left ear (she's sitting on my left) went "bzzzz" after the concert lo!!! Not exaggerating manz... My cousin (sitting on my right) suffered the same thing also hor!!! Feel like stuffing her mouth with my Nike shoes sia... Didnt do it though cos her mum said I looked like Ella beforehand... Muahahahaz!!!

My age is getting worse sia... Now no more energy to go for their autograph session 2molo liew... No longer can be as crazy as I used to be...

Next, shall be Jolin's concert!!! Hohoho!!! Haben buy tix though... Now, going bed thinking of my Hebe in gown 1st ba... Sounds super childish... But nvm, self-entertaining... Wahahahaz!!!

Duty 2molo... Off to bed...

A new yr ahead

2007-01-26T23:49:00.000-08:00

Rhys' back in action!!! Hohoho!!!

Yeah sorry guys... My that can-sell-to-museum pc was down for quite long before I format one of my bro's cpu and "snatched" it from his hand... O dont say till I so bad... He gave me on his own accord hor... Hehehe...

Nah... A few updates for this month...

1. My house was under renovation at the beginning of this month. A new small little living room @ level 2, for my bro's "FUTURE" use... Kekekez~

2. Cleared most of my stuff in my room... So surprised to find lotsa things that I long forget that I owned it manz... But they ended either in the bin or with Mr Ga-lang-gu-nie...

3. Started school at the beginning of this month... But well, it's only full day on Monday and afternoon class on Friday... A straight 3 days' rest in between... Dont think I'm having a good life yet... Cos I'm having morning class EVERY sat!!! MING KU AHHHHHHH!!!!

O well... Think of it... Everyone's struggling during the weekdays, and I'm there slacking at home counting the mushrooms on my body... When finally they got their rest on Friday and Sat, my turn to stuck in school struggling... So damn DUMB right!?

Haizk~ I still prefer my last timetable... Study hard during weekdays, played hard during weekends... Nowadays, it's either I'm stressed out & wake up @ 8am from sat till monday, or sleep till late afternoon from tue till thurs...

And I'm unbelievable guai la recently... Never go out, stay indoor & help out with painting works... No money to go out actually... Muahahahaz!!! I'm broke till cant have meals outside nor cab trips le...

Nah update again ba... Time for bed for morning class 2molo... S.H.E concert 2molo night too!!! Yeah!!!

I'm forever 19!!!

2007-01-03T17:13:00.000-08:00

The 1st thing of 2007 I shall declare...

I'M FOREVER 19!!!

Hahahaz!!! The 1st lie of the year...

O well... Thanks everyone for the wishes, the presents (yet to receive though... LOL), time spent with me or even calling/sms-ing me... Thanks for everything!!!

Update abit of my life recently... Spent the countdown @ Holland V... It's a nice place I could say... With the right amount of people there at various pubs, but not too crowded... I'm fear of crowds sia... Hahahaz~!!!

So together, me Leticia & Guuu, along with last-time joining of Tiff & her friend, we spent our countdown well with laughters &... Of course, a little alcohol...

Speaking of alcohol, had been drinking daily since 23 Dec, 2 days before Christmas... Not heavy though, just a bottle of Breezer or alcohol drink before sleep every night...

But alcohol did slow down my brain ALOT... I couldnt think well these few days... Totally become very restless & slack... Sorry anyone if I've been irresponsible in any way... Just really too restless to do anything... My life had been occupied by sleep, eat & alcohol... Even too lazy to be out nowadays...

Of course, my 1st goal of the year is to save save & SAVE... Too broke recently... Yet had to fork out for various singing sessions, my only leisure of all time... Hahahaz!!! Alcohol aint cheap either...

Btw, Leticia is the dai sai queen of 21st century!!! On 1 Jan, she misunderstands that I'm starting school today when I mentioned its 8th... I corrected her, a day later, y'day afternoon my frenz called to remind me that school started today for repeat students... HER CURSE CAME TRUE!!! Argh~!!!

Anyway I'm gonna skip school for 3 days till next monday la... Hahahaz!!! Dont want to attend lectures alone also, as my one & only friend repeating with me is not going... So sianz so sianz so sianz~!!!

Just to mention, dont think I'm gonna continue my work in StarHub le... HAHAHAZ!!! So useless sia keep changing job me... Heehee... Cos starting school le (just an excuse) & of course, $18 per day is kinda low for working in Bugis... Deducting transport fares, $14 is just enough for me to buy 2 Breezer & a magazine... Haizk~

Nah tt's all... Been coping myself these few days at home as mentioned... Writing songs, surfing net, watching tv... Routine repeats itself... Some renovation works carrying out @ my home these 3 days since this morning... Noisy noisy noisy...

I need some silence... Need some time to be with myself...

Drinks

2006-12-25T23:53:00.000-08:00

MeRry ChRIsTMaS!!!

Let's rejoice the birth of Jesus Christ 2006 years ago!!!

Hur hur... Lonely christmas for me... Spent at home... Haizk~! Anyway was too lazy to be out too... Kekeke~

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Alright, recently had been v busy and lazy to update... Finally, Youth Camp was over!!! All loads are down... Btw, it's really an enjoying camp... Especially my dearest youth camp committee, I'm missing them...

Hmmm... As for now, just started 2 days' work with StarHub's sub-contractor... Telemarketing, normally working weekdays from 7-10pm, 3hrs... The pay wasn't high, but for my resume's sake, at least it somehow link with marketing... No part-time marketer so far for me le... Fyi, starting school on the 8 Jan...

Had been drinking some unhealthy drinks recently... Past friday @ Novena, the usual nice cool Hoegaarden... Though ended up vomiting again... HohOho!!

The next day went Orchard with Eyes & Boonz... Had dinner before going "The Balcony" for a talk & drink... Well... 'S*x on the beach' was really coolz... Though the name wasnt v elegant, the drink itself is... Sweet sweet de... The alcoholic content wasnt high at all too...

Went 7-11 after that to get a Breezer, needed a little more 'kick'... Got home @ 2am, and the kick faded away again... Got myself another Heineken again... Hahahaz!!! A cocktail, a breezer, a beer over one night... To me, a lousy drinker, considered quite high le... lolx

A good christmas service @ Sunday morning, hang out in Xiaoting's place after that... Got home, another half bottle of Hoegaarden before sleep... Kekeke~

Nah... That's basically my days recently... Just feel like having some drinks before sleep... Generate a little of my mind in composing... But not drunk of course... I know what I'm doing... =]

Birthday coming in another 7 days!!! Turning 20... I DONT WANT!!! So kong bu to skip my age in 2 digits @ a time!!! But very sad, nobody ask me out so far le... I've always thought my ren yuan v good de, until occasions come... WHERE'S ALL MY FRIENDS!?!? *Sob sob

Tomorrow Si'er & Sab's wedding...

Carlsberg, I'm coming!!!

All screwed up

2006-12-09T23:36:00.000-08:00

I'm so so screwed up with everything recently...

1st its my exams... I've submitted my appeal, which I guess 99% will be rejected... Upon thinking I have to attend all classes, study for exams, taking exams ALL ALONE again makes me very very down...

2nd is my publicity for youth camp... Though I'm supposed to be in-charge of all publicity, but others are doing my tasks instead... Janice & Hairy accompanied me to settle the jerseys, Althea helping me in videos, Gladys & Tina settled my printing materials... Of course, I really thank God that I've this bunch of helpful team-mates... Without them, I could have done nothing at all by myself...

But on the other hand, this camp really makes me realize how lousy I'm as a leader... One by one every sub-committee I find leave me... It's not their faults, but mine... I'm not a good leader that can lead & keep them...

3rd, I visited a doctor on the past Wednesday... Having gastric flu again... Fyi, gastric flu is NOT a flu... Instead, it has symptoms of gastric pain & vomiting...

Well... Since young, out of the 10 times I'm sick, 7x are diagnosed with gastric flu... But this time its not the same... Up to today, I nearly completed the whole course of medicine, though its not as serious as before, my gastric still hurts & am still vomiting...

Perhaps its because I ignored doctor's advise, keep consuming chillies & diary products... I still had spicy steamboat for dinner today!!! Hahahaz!!!

However, at this rate, its either I'm gonna get an injection, or I gotta miss Youth Camp if I was to get a thorough checkup... Which the toot toot doctor scared me that if the pain carrys on, it might be some serious gastric problem...

Haizk~ That's all... Tons of publicity stuff still lined up undone... Upon receiving the bad news of my results on last Wednesday, I start buried myself in meetings & preparation for camp, gatherings with frenz etc... I didnt even have the time to stop and get sad over it...

In addition, I just got a telemarkerting job from agency... Going for training this coming Tuesday... Perhaps starting work the day right after camp...

Seriously I need a break after the camp... I need some time for myself to ponder over the cause of my results...

I need a good rest...

Sad sad day

2006-12-07T14:32:00.000-08:00

It's a sad sad day...

I've received my SIM results... Econs a Credit, Marketing a Pass & Accounting a FAIL!!!

I really dont understand why la... Cos Accounting paper is the most hardworking paper I worked on among the three... If I was to fail my Marketing, I still have nothing to say since I didnt study much on it...

1st sem, and I got this kind of sh*t... How am I gonna survive in the coming 2years!?! Thinking of the next half year studying ALONE for accounting makes me very sianz and sad...

Haizk~ This is the 1st time feeling so loser over results... No sub-paper, no subsidiary pass... And I just failed by 5 marks!! Really feeling like dropping out of school...

Though I knew long ago that SIM's passing rate is very low, but just couldnt accept the fact... Discussed with my bro, and the conclusion is, Tan's Family are all been "hai si" by Accounting...

AHHHHHH!!! Gonna cope myself up these few days... Truly no word can describe my sadness now... And I'm very sure my appeal against the result will be rejected...

My mum didnt scold me for it... I rather she did, just like when I'm young... Seems like only I can give myself a good punch over everything... Half my world is collapsing...

A firm called me up juz now, interview for a sales & marketing executive position... Asked me to bring along my resume & photo... Sounds not right for a temp position... Anyway it's juz some misunderstanding by the firm that Im looking for perm job...

If I was to drop out of school & work... Hmmm...

Dead dead dead

2006-12-06T12:47:00.000-08:00

SIM results releasing in an hr's time @ 2pm!!!!

AHHHH!!! I'm dead!!!!

A decision for 2007

2006-12-04T14:34:00.000-08:00

My 1st decision for the upcoming 2007:

Will not get involved in any event nor as planning committee...

Got so tired from everything... The stress, the expectations, the time consumed...

I needa get myself out from all these SH*T!!!!!!!!!!

Yawnz

2006-12-02T23:58:00.000-08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

My blog's getting so boring... Feel like "closing shop" manz... Haizk~

Erm... These 2 weeks had been busy with preparing Youth Camp publicity stuff... O ya... I found a job, the past Monday is my 1st & last day of work... Hahahaz!!!

The agent told me its an Engineering Firm... But advised me not to expect too much though... Alright, thought it might be some Aluminium container air-con office located in the mid of concrete grounds...

My bro drove me to work on that day itself... When he saw the environment, he burst into LOUD laughters la!!! He asked if I really want to work in that place...

A construction site look-alike...

Oh Gosh!!! It's so horrible terrible can!!! When I stepped in the compound, there's basically no concrete grounds for me to lay my feet on!!! It's just all muddy soil and water...

Well... Thinking that I can hide in the office all day to pass my days, I stepped in and... The office floor is covered with THICK soil & sand manz!!! The whole office only consists of me & another lady in her 30s... She told me to go to the toilet look look...

Y'know, you would rather spend your time in a coffeeshop toilet than that... At least coffeeshop's only a little stink & dirty... That, eh... Not only smell & dirty, the thought of spiders & snakes popping out from toiletbowl or brickwall kinda scared me off...

It's really terrible thinking that I cant visit the toilet for a month... But it's still alright I thought... The stray guard dogs outside the office are still considered 'obedient', I find...

Been in the office for 2hrs, the most SCARY thing happened...

The sole of my limited edition shoes from Taiwan was completed covered with sand & soil & dirt can!!! I'm kinda pissed off when things get involved with my shoes (and hair too...), so finally, at lunchtime, I told the lady I GOT TO GO...

Hahahaz~~!!! Though the lady said the office will be clean up... But when it matters my shoes, I still dare not take the risk... Lolx!!! But partially also due to the toilet la... No extra place for me to "eat snake"... =)

Nah.. That's the story... Even the agent was not clear of the environment, so cant blame them also... Yawnz, gotta find a new job from the scratch again... Sending over 10 resumes from 1-3am is my daily routine now...

Attended Juliet's bday party y'day over at Pasir Ris... Ended up with a little hangover today, so lousy sia me... Lolx~!! But it's been so long since we all sat down to chat le...

Went to Queenstown to get some "stuff" just now... Hahahaz~~!! Decent "stuff" for my gaming dont worry... ^^

Bought something too, my 1st time engraving NOT my name...

Well, it feels REALLY different from the countless times I engraved my own name on rings... Hehehez...

Motorshow, Foodfair!!!

2006-11-21T23:50:00.000-08:00

Er erm... Basically why my blog is getting mouldy is just bcos I'm TOO lazy to update... Especially when my comp is still functioning at a speed of 0.0000000001 km/hr...

Here some photos to compensate!!!

My favorite car of the show - Lamborghini LP640

Isnt the camouflage effect of the car simply COOL?? I'm loving it!!! Though the red star is ABIT too extra... =X

Went to the Singapore Motorshow 2006 last Wed with Yn & Guuu... Eh... Never find my Porsche there... Sad sia... Though the event wasn't big, we had a fun time browsing through the 'demo' cars!!!

-Proudly presented by Lexus-

The cutest car of the day, Suzuki LC!!!

The famous 70s' checkers style leather... This car is super cute la!!! Short short de, looks like the little toy car I used to play with when young... And it's much smaller than Mini Cooper lo!!! But of cos, imagine I squeeze inside to drive... It will be so cram la... Hahahaz!!!

Btw have you ever wonder, why manufacturers always nv fail to have showgirls to present along with their cars? You know when I'm shooting photos of the cars, I wanted so much to SHOOO the girls off la!!! So extra standing there!!!

Come on... Which car-lovers will pay to come to see, GIRLS!? Same logic as you paying to enter a dog show to grasp a chance to see the doggies' owners instead... Wrong focus can!!!

Recently had been searching for a temp job around... Though my school starts during Jan, it's still good to have a job that kills my free time for the remaining 1mth plus... I was so despo that I even start sending resume to office positions like Admin, which I hated the most...

But well, for the sake of "polish" up my resume to make it looks nicely in future, have to target the office jobs le la... No more F&B... NOOOO more...

Went to the Asia Pacific FoodFair today!!! Hohoho!!! The food was barely ok, but there is quite a variety to choose from... Anyway it's still nice to settle dinner by swallowing tons of food from various countries like Thailand, Taiwan, German, ...

Well... Recently had been slacking at home... Basically watching tv, surfing net and catching my HK drama... Of cos, it's also a good time to meet up some close friends more often than usual...

O ya... My dad was away to Mainland with my grandma for a wk since last Friday... There's a so-called famous Sinseh there that can cure Heart-attacks... So hopefully he can cure my grandma, or at least makes her feel better than before...

Thus, as a filial kid, I'm trying to stay indoor as much as possible this wk to accompany my lonely Mummy... Guai Bao Bao sia me nowadays... Lolx!!!

Btw these few days, my left knee was hurting la!!! Sour sour de the feeling... Especially in strong air-con rooms or when it rains, the pain comes easily... So yes, I have FENG SHI BING!!!

You'll only get this disease when you're 40 or 50... But I'm only turning 20 now!!! I guess I'm gonna get stroke when I'm 25 ba... Super pre-aging... All thanks to myself for preferring late showers (2am-4am) in the past... 'Yoko Yoko' is my everyday best friend now... Hiakz~

Lastly, a photo I took with my cousin, the gorgeous bride, last month... After attending 19 years of numberless weddings in my life, finally I have to agree with what the elders used to say...

The prettiest moment in a girl's life, is when she put on her wedding gown...

Holidays!!

2006-11-10T23:29:00.000-08:00

I shall declare, today is my 3rd official day of vacation holiday!!!

My last paper ended on the past Tuesday... And I got to slack from now till next year early Jan... Abt 2 months' in total... Time to search for a temp job manz...

Let's recall my papers... 1st Accounting paper was ok... 80% weightage... Managed to balance my BS as mentioned before... Just that my Income Statement barely make it...

Marketing paper was the worst of all.. Stands a 50% in total... Lost a straight 10 marks out of the 50... Just yearn for a pass for this module...

As for my last Econs paper, was sooo angry that I didnt memorize my Past Year Exam in details... One of the 5qns that came out was EXACTLY the same as the past year...

I was so happy that I memorize half the front of the qn... But super sad that I didnt do so for the back... Afterall it was ok, though I returned 7 marks back to them, out of 100...

Accompanied Hairy to interview on the past Wednesday... Was so shocked to see Felix, my long-time-no-see polymate, working at the company she went for interview la!!! Both of us were so excited when we see each other, we kept hugging & screaming like mad la!!! In a office building mind you... Lolx~!!

Y'day, my Classical guitar fall on my Acoustic guitar... Chipping 2 pieces of wood off the acoustic... So I used a black marker to camouflage it... Wahahaz!!! But, still kinda heart-pain sia now... Haizk~

Singapore Motorshow 2006 is here!!! Might be going next week!!! Hohoho~!! Anyway will be very free sia recently... Schedule only planned up to next Tuesday... So pals, ask me out often!!!

Just got back from Bugis... Time to rest... Bye bye~~

Working alone...

2006-11-03T23:53:00.000-08:00

I felt that... I've changed...

In thoughts, in likings... Somehow, it's going towards NOT the wrong way, but to the BAD side...

Just so silly... To pour your heart out to people, without even getting the least appreciation... Not in words, but you can just simply feel it...

Still, it feels better to work alone...

Exams

2006-11-01T23:42:00.000-08:00

"It's easy to get a degree from SIM..."

Many people believe this, even I myself... That's why I chose SIM... But Im proven wrong... It's just easy to get in, but dont ever think it's easy to get a cert from there...

Took my Accouting paper on Monday... Managed to balance the Balance Sheet for the 1st time in my life, finished up my Cash Flow and the theories are ok... Except for Income Statement which I barely write down much (never practice on that topic)...

But, a straight 12 marks gone due to lack of time... Though the total marks for the paper is 100...

Today's Marketing was just a killer paper to me... Since the past wk I've been busy with my cousin's wedding preparation, when times I'm studying, I spent almost all on Accounting...

It was all a miscalculation... I thought I can finished up all the readings... I thought marketing wasnt that hard afterall to memorize... I thought I can have enough rest even if I stayed up the whole night... But, NO!!!

I was left with topics unread before exam... Not enough time to revise again... Losing all focus to concentrate on the impt points & no courage to drop some... Miscalculation of my ability and time basically...

Total marks for the paper is 50... A confirmed 10 marks gone for writing the wrong topic notes... Here & there gone as writing wrong points due to self-misconceptions...

Got back my marketing project, which stand a 35%... Just a credit (60-69)... Which definately pull down my mid-sem test mark... So what I got a High Distinction for my 15% test when now, it's hard just to get a Pass on my overall...

Left with my last paper, Econs on 7 Nov... It's the most terrifying paper Im expecting... Since I only got a Pass in the past 30% test...

I asked my brother if its a gd idea to switch to UOL instead... Ended up getting a 'scolding' from him... I missed my poly days... Now, no more lecturer guiding me what to study for exams... No more lecturer revising with us... No more lecturer on stand-by for me to enquiry... Uni, really very much diff from poly...

Pray for me pals... I know I couldnt bring my cert up to heaven... But I just couldnt tell myself it doesnt matters...

Feeling super super down now due to my Marketing paper... Adding on, it's the 5th day since Im suffering from cough & flu... =(

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Dropped by a very famous ice-cream shop along Bt Timah with Yn & Dory a moment ago... Its superb... Anyway, we took the wrong way and went a big round...

If you happened to have time, try going along all the roads in sg... I nearly have a heart-attack when I knew that, Singapore do have MANSIONS... And Im NOT exaggerating... I nearly fainted when I see security guard booth outside their gates!!!

I never thought someone needa walk at least 5-10 min from their own doorgate into their living room... Main pt is, if you go along the main road, you would only find deteriorated HDB and old cottages... All these only make sense unless the owners are that "someone" you & me know about...

Passed by my country, France embassy... The building is so super coolz can... Look really classy, though abit small la...

Anyway that's what they (aka Rhys) meant by, the real diamonds are always hidden from public while the rocks are always on display to camouflage the diamonds...

Saxophone history

2006-10-26T20:07:00.000-07:00

I looked at the beauty that the rays reflected, consoling me after 5 long years of waiting, it's worthy...

Unkowingly, I've been in contact with saxophone for one whole year!!! 1st year anniversary... How time flies really...

I remembered vaguely the very 1st time I saw this instrument when I'm primary 3, even though I couldnt even start recognising the sound it produces, I fall in love deeply with it...

It's been a pity that I didnt joined the AES band since it's rumoured that I might not get the instrument I wanted... 3 years passed until the movie "Fly me to Polaris" aka "Xing Yuan" casted, making me once in love again with it...

Adding on after attending AES band concert, listening to the saxophone solo make me determined that no matter what, I will pick up the instrument... After 2 years of persuading my parents, finally it started my life with saxophone...

Though my brother always mentioned that unlike piano and guitar, saxophone is never a tool to compose songs, I always believe that it's the only instrument that can stir up my passion so great...

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Sorry guys, make your suffered to listen to my whining... Hahahaz... Spent an hour just now cleaning my 2 guitars & saxophone... It reminded me of my "instruments history"...

Till now, I still feel abit guilty towards guitars... Since the reason I started learning guitar is bcos of someone... I didnt love it as much as saxophone from the past till now... Though I never regret picking it up or rather, I glad I did...

I still looking forward to the day where I can, like those famous musicians, get totally engrossed into my instruments while producing great sounds...

p/s : Eric Clapton coming to town!! $400 per ticket... =(

A Saxophone Recital

2006-10-19T17:32:00.000-07:00

Still updating from my bro's comp... My own PC seems to work ABIT faster this morning... Just, a little... Lolx!

aftereight Series: A Saxophone Recital
Date: Thursday 16 November 2006
Time: 8.01pm
Venue: Esplanade Recital Studio
Tickets: $15

Anyone interested!? Hur... There's this small concert going on... Saxophone dueting with piano... Sounds great to me sia... Though I this mountain turtle only been to music concert once before... Somemore, it's AES school band de lo!!! Hahahaz!!!

Hmmm... Dropped by my cousin's place to collect tons of Accounting notes from her y'day... I guessed I will have a hard time these few weeks...

Family celebration for my cousin's wedding this Saturday noon... Hopefully can be in time for Hairy's ecell event...

Recently had been contacting quite alot with my cousins, which is a GOOD thing of course!! We're meeting next Monday for KTV manz!! Hohoho!!! We seldom see each other in the past de... Arranging now to go S.H.E concert next year too... Hahahaz!!!

Just to mention, on Tuesday, my brother & I went to his friend's house to pass some demos over... So qiao, his frenz lived at the same block as St Andrew's Child Care Centre... So qiao, Huiling & Pastor passed by before we board the lift la!!!

That's all for the day... ^^

p/s : Though we're meeting lesser, I'm missing you more than ever...

Not dead...

2006-10-16T19:20:00.000-07:00

In case you're wondering, I'm still alive in this world...

But my computer was dead... Kanan this dont know what "Virtual Memory Low" which makes the whole pc super lag... Cant open internet explorer nor email, only managed to log into msn which was kinda lagged too... Currently updating using my bro's comp...

Hmm.. Got back my test results le... 1 Pass, 1 Distinction, and 1 High Distinction... Well, dont ever think I'm that li hai la... Just that RMIT's grading sounds nicer... You get a distinction for just 70-79 marks (which is just a B in poly), and a High D for 80 & above... Not our usual poly's style...

But I'm pretty sad over my Econs which scored a Pass nia, though its MCQ... Prove how stupid I'm... 4 options also can choose wrong... But Y'know, the more you thought you will fail your module, the more you'll study and score... At least it proves right for my essay Accounting...

Well... Too much happened for me over the past month... O ya... Forget to mention that my ecell event is finally over!!! And, I blew wrong notes for my saxophone part!!! So paiseh can... 3 wrong notes, though everyone thought only 1 la... Hahahaz!!!

Exams coming soon... 30 oct, 3 nov & 7 nov... Yet had been rushing in & out of hospitals recently, which I sldnt elaborate more here...

My brother threw me 3 songs to fill in lyrics la... And I gotta finish them within 5days can!!! Datedue's tomorrow!!! And he's happily enjoying himself after getting all the melodies out in 2nights... Haizk~

Main point is, he asked me if I could change my style... Try to write those more love songs type rather than sad ones... BUT... I no love how to write love song le!!! You need life experience to know how it feels ma... Only know how it feels for "I love you you dont love me", "You've someone in mind" blah blah etc... Try harder ba me... =(

p/s : I hate bourbon coke...

.....

2006-09-28T16:14:00.000-07:00

I received a very bad news from my mum y'day afternoon before going school, regarding my maternal grandpa...

I consoled my mum, trying to lessen her worries... But have you ever tried telling someone everything's gonna be fine, when you yourself know it will not be the case?

If this world is free from sickness, we will be much much happier isnt it? Yet I know, its the seed of evils from human ourselves...

Recently, I feel I'm very much into the so-called "Adults' World"... Hearing lotsa things since young like people acting differently infront different friends, breaking up friendships, making use & ignore you when you're no longer of value to them... I thought they all only appeared in movies...

Now then I know, it's so real in this society...

Now, I started to waive off my hatred for flirts...

Stop pulishing those "6 types of jerks to avoid" on magazine, which I've just read y'day... Thinking back, nobody likes to be a bastard... They do simply bcos, girls cant resist jerks...
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Finally, tests are all over... Marketing paper on tues was good, though very tricky, but quite similar to our practice questions... Next shall be Marketing project to work on, which is due on next Tues... Less than a wk to finish, all the best to me...

Dropped by Queensway y'day... It's been months since I went there... Bought some games which I longed... Visited my usual "shopping outlet"...

Lacking a shirt for quite long... I decided to get one... Upon hearing they're clearing the stock and 1 shirt selling @ $20, I quickly grabbed 2 la!!! Hahahaz!!! Hanged out with Leticia & Hairy too long, kanan influenced... But fyi, shirt normally sell above $50 per piece...

That's all... Hmmm...

Blog's alive...

2006-09-22T23:42:00.000-07:00

Oopz sry people, this blog's alive again!!! Not dead not dead... Hahahaz... Wanted to update with you guys but, kinda too lazy over these few days...

16 Sept, Sat - Met up with my two cousins out to Bugis for shopping... To accompany them shopping I mean... Basically just walk around and spent time with them... O ya... Bought a watch my cousins chose for me... That's my "shopping" day... Lol...

Later which, we took neoprints!!! But it's super tiring la... 21 poses, choose the best 6... The time given to choose was like only 20sec... So anyhow choose lo, didnt get to c all...

Anyway after shooting we stood outside the machine waiting for a "hole" to drop photos out... But a uncle in his 50s, the boss most probably, told us that we needa edit at another side de... So paiseh la!!! Hahahaz!!! 3 old folks at neoprint shop, cant blame really...

So we managed to edit abit with the remaining time left... Erm... Also dunno how to edit lo us... Feeling so old manz... Anyway it's really fun... Proceed to marina south for steamboat then...

When I wanted to boil the pigeon eggs, I had a hard time thinking should I break it into half or throw the whole egg inside... Cos it reminded me of Xiao Han complaining Leticia throwing the whole egg (of chicken) into the soup... =X

So conclusion, Chicken Egg break into half whereas, Pigeon Egg gotta throw the whole thing in... LOLx!!!

Btw, the steamboat comes with a set of seafood, including 2 alive crabs... So one of my cousins went to collect them... But she didnt realise the crabs had to kill at a corner, so yupx... She brought the 2 loving crabs back to the table, ALIVE...!!!

So you can imagine, the 3 of us there screaming and shouting la!!! So at the most speedier rate I can, took the crabs to kill as one of them had broke the thread used to hold them in position... It's not really hard, just cut the bodies into half, that's it... Hahahaz!!! Don't mention the expert way of killing...

Hur hur... That ends our day... With all the fun and laughters...

17 Sept, Sun - Had too little rest over the few days due to tests & the happening night on Friday, cant manage to wake up for service...

20 Sept, Wed - Normal schooling day... Went to wake after that in the evening... Catched "Monster House" with Dory & Guuu again later in the night... Hmmm... It's quite ok la... If you dont mind cartoon... Cos it's really very cartoon in the sense...

The effects were ok but the storyline was abit exaggerating... Though it's not as interesting like my fav "Finding Nemo", yet not too bad for a cartoon...

21 Sept, Thur - A East Coast Park Day!!! Initially there's 6 people going, including Tiffany & the usual 4 of us... But well, left with Me Yn & Guuu only in the end...

Alright, had breakfast @ Clementi hawker... Took an hr bus there... Reached around 12+... Planned to kayak @ the one nearer to Mac... Walked around 20min there, happily saw the kayak boats... So we told the lady we wanted to rent...

"Eh... Do you have a certificate? Nowadays we only rent to people with cert cos most of them mis-used the boats..."

WHOA LAU!!!! What the stupid cert thing about!? So happily, we thought of going back to the kayak rental near to the chalet side... As Mac located in the middle, walked to the right took us 20 min, calculation of walking from Mac to chalet is around another 15min...

20 + 15 = 35 min +/-

Can you imagine 3 people fainted in ECP due to dehydration from walking? That will be a very funny joke of the day... So the clever us took cab to the other side la!!! Hahahaz... So jiao a grp of cab uncles just finished their afternoon "gathering" at nearby carpark...

Off we went to another side within 5min... Got changed, and again happily walked to the kayaking rental... Ta-Dah~!!! The whole station is gone la!!!! Am I that dai sai!? One need cert & another closed down!!! ARGH!!!

So again we 3 walked to a bicycle rental shop nearby & started our cycling instead le... Since cant kayak le... Cycled to a isolated area, 'parked' our bikes, & time for water fun!!!

Hur hur... Spent the other 2hr there lying on the sand PEACEFULLY sun-tanning & playing with water... I cant really swim after 10 exact yrs of separating from water... But the sun & the wind, it's super relaxing manz... Returned the bikes back & it's already evening after all our bath...

By right it's time to go back home.. But by "left" we went for roller blading... Hmm.. 3 of us dunno how to blade... Was trying very hard until a 'Gao Ren' came up to us & started teaching us FREE!!! So nice of him!!!

It's already 8pm when we are supposed to return our equipments... Me & Yn managed to learn how to brake & simple blading... But the moment I stepped out of Beginners' Course, I would fall like a pig la!!! The floor surface is super different... But not bad afterall, only fall 4x without any injury... Hahahaz!!!

Had our dinner @ a nice Irish restaurant there... Although it's quite exp, but the food is super nice manz... Main point is, we could order alcohol over there!!! I had red wine, a special Beer (forgot the name) for Yn & cocktail for Guuu...

My dad came over to pick us after that @ 930pm as he's nearby... Luckily he did or else, I guess it will be midnight when we get back home... That's all for yesterday... Though no kayaking but a nice day afterall...

As for today, my frenz & me skipped school as all were kinda lazy... Didnt like Accounting class actually... Preferred to study ourselves instead... Day at home to slack around & rest...

That's all... Was still into PS2 "The Godfather" recently... Played it for the past few days & rose from the rank of Associate up to UnderBoss, assistant Boss in another word... There's only 5 ranks in the game...

And yup, I'm halfway through the game liew... One more rank to promote till the Don aka Boss... Something different from the normal gangster game, this is a much much shorter game... I've yet to complete any PS game so far, this shall be my 1st... Lolx...

Alright time for revision... Marketing test next tues, a morning paper... Submission for marketing project 2wks later... And good, most of the groups, including us just started doing... 2 months since school reopened & projects tests came their way...

Exams coming in another month's time... Worse than poly life really... Haizk...

-Back to study-

Story of Gladys' sister

2006-09-15T19:52:00.000-07:00

Finally, tests are OVEEER!!!!! Or rather, 2 tests are over... Last paper, Principles of Marketing, 26 Sept...

Well, the MCQ Macroeconomics paper was hard really... Didn't know if it was myself who didn't practice enough or what sia... As for Accounting paper today, barely better than Econs... 4 structured short questions, and the qns are the "very-not-important" points inside our notes... Y'see what I mean?

Anyway, let the past be past... Time to enjoy myself lo...!!! At least for these few days... Having bad migraine the night before EVERY paper... Not enough rest I suppose...

O ya... If you are wondering what Gladys tagged at my board, the story goes... Last week, I discovered there's a basketball court near my place... Had been searching for one since I moved here... It was in the midst of HDB blocks opposite my estate, making me didn't realise its existence for the past 5 years, since I won't pass by it from my place to bus-stop...

So excitedly, I was having this basketball fever over the weekends... Dropped by Gladys' place to collect her dusty & 'rusty' basketball on last Sun afternoon after service... Y'know the ball, was only half inflated, 'lao hong' in other word... Wanting to act cool, refused to carry the ball in plastic bag back home... So the clever me started to deflat the ball...

It's supposed to be a easy 5 min task with those special pin... But Gladys didn't have it, so I insisted using a pathetic sewing needle to release the air... It took me around 45min to deflat it completely manz!!! More tiring than playing the ball itself...

Anyway can you imagine a basketball stuffed inside a pathetic A4 size sling bag!? That's not the point anyway... Happily after watching some Steve Irwin shows, its time to go home... Walked to the doorstep, thinking Gladys' mum was back (heard some sound previously), saw the back of a long-haired lady in the room watching tv, so the 1st word came out of my mouth is...

"AUNTIEEEEEEE~!!!"

She turned and looked at me... Gladys stared at me at the same time...

AHHHHHH!!!! It's Gladys' sister la...!!!! I was like... Stunned &... "SORRY sorry sorry!!!" a billion times la!!! Kept apologising... Y'know, it's very paiseh to address people wrongly... Especially when you address a lady older than her actual age... Girls are FAR more sensitive in age, from what I know...

Nah, that's the story... And the ball, till now, is still deflated laying at one corner of my room... Was super busy with studies the past week...

Meeting up with my cousins tomorrow... For the most scary activity in the whole world, shopping... Just to mention, they're 4 & 10 years older than me, & it's been 3mths I've seen them manz... But was pretty looking forward to the steamboat dinner @ Marina after that, hopefully...

Time to go out now... Happening night... HoHohO!!!

-Please, no hangover tomorrow-

Tests

2006-09-12T20:37:00.000-07:00

My 1st time skipping lecture for the whole day...

The opportunity cost of skipping Marketing class today is to study for Econ test tomorrow, adding on a sense of SHIOKness... hOhO!! Studied too much Econ turned siao le... Hahahaz!!! 30 MCQ questions test which weight a stupid 30%...

Nevertheless, I'm more afraid of my friday Accounting paper... Short structured questions I suppose, weighting 20% yet had not really started on it... Quite alot to go actually... Morning paper somemore... Haizk!

Just to mention, our tests duration is about 45 min to an hr... Followed by normal lessons after that... Sounds like secondary school hur? Precisely...

Have your ever feel that, as you grow up, the way things change are not the way you want them to be? Y'know, I really miss my time back in poly... Nowadays, most of my friends are either in army or working... The stress of schooling, seems tt have no one to share with...

Things are really changing... I tried very hard to hold on to the fun & memories, but I know I gotta let go... Nobody can stop anyone from growing... Environment changes the way we are... This is a growing process... I hate to see it happen, but I'm really helpless...

-Off to studies-

p/s : Please dont treat me just like anybody else, if I really matters something to you...

Accident

2006-09-09T04:57:00.000-07:00

It's 422am now... Not yet to sleep, in fact just back home minutes ago...

Today started off with me been late again for class... It was a tiring day in school... From morning till 5pm when I met up with my besties... Had dinner @ Bukit Panjang Plaza Ichiban...

The salmon... It's totally fresh la!!! Just melt sia... Hahaz... But cost us quite alot since we ate like foc sia... After which, drove down to Cathay to catch "The Little Man"... That was really a good show could say... Laughing from beginning till end...

Movie ended around 11 plus... Since it's a friday, headed down to a ulu but popular place named Mr Prata... The prata was pretty nice there... Nice atmosphere & SUPERRR reasonable price... Just the location abit problematic...

On our way home, dropped by some deserted mountain area to learn parking from Yn!!! Hahahaz!!! But changed the venue to Holland V where there's more cars for me to practice on... It's a precious parking lesson ok... Hahahaz!!!

So was near to guu's house, Woodlands, around 3am to send her off 1st before us... Our car was waiting at a downward slope for the traffic light... Happily discussing abt IMF thingy when suddenly..... BAAAANNG!!!!

My heart was OS-ing tons of bad words out immediately though it's not my car la... Got down to check on... Luckily only one of the sensors dropped out without any scratches... A young guy, aged ard 25, driving Mazda hit right into our rear...

He didnt got off the car at once... Which irritated me quite alot... When he finally did, he said something like "Oh... Ok la nothing much... Sensor dropped out only..." I was like... -.-" Having quite alot of accidents experiences (my dad's car always got bang by people) , took down his car plate and all particulars...

Initially, he refused to show us his IC... Only let out his phone number... Quite stressed up recently, I vented all my anger on him... "WHAT THE HELL!!!!!" I blurted out my words... Y'know, it really stirred up the fire when someone's in wrong, yet he treated it like nothing much...

Early in the morning, after a nice dinner & catch-up, this is definately not the way to end the day... I was alone shouting like hell on the road while the owner of the car was much calmer than me... Hahahaz!!! If it's my car I'll just go mad sia... Had a little sore throat after all the screamings now...

Sometimes, I guess we must learn how to protect ourselves... Been fierce & attitude is a real GOOD way... If not, given our age, it's so much easier for others to step on our toes wherever we go...

O ya btw, xiaoting's bday on wed was great!!! Though most of the time, along with Althea Arlene & Gladys, we 4 formed the 'Le Ling Zu', sitting aside quietly watching the kids having fun... Thursday was out for Ecell meeting @ Eddy's place...

Hur hur... That's a tiring day... Ms Eyes off to Hong Kong later on!!! Haizk... That's all... Accidents do spoil the day... 5am le... Time to wash up & bed...

The Godfather

2006-09-06T23:37:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRISCILLA!!!!!!

(3 Sept)

That was a late greeting... Cos it's been long since I last updated... Hahahaz... There goes another one to the "2" family...

Hmm... A simple celebration over @ Suntec... Really hope you enjoyed urself that day... Though, a hungry man is an angry man, how true it is... =X

Watched "Snakes on the plane"... The storyline is really catching, although the snakes abit "computerised"... Eh... Off topic awhile, since young I've a great phobia against snakes... While kids of my age love to play around with those rubber-snake toys, my goosebumps would come whenever I see them...

It's not the feeling of scared... But in fact, worse... It's a sense of fear... No snakes documentary, no snakes' skin leather clothing, nothing of the shape of snakes for me... Thinking of the peeling off of their skins will definately spoil my day manz... -LOL-

O ya speaking of that, the well-known Crocodile Hunter Mr Steve Irwin was killed on Monday while out shooting for a documentary... A stingray barb pierced right into his chest, leaving behind his wife & two kids aged 3 & 8...

I'm really sad over his death... I remembered vaguely watching his dangerous acts in Animal Planet quite a number of times... Let's keep him in prayers at this point of time... =(

Ok back to school, only TWO pathetic days for this week... Due to a change, today's lesson was switched over to friday... Which means Friday is a full tiring school day for me... Btw, tests are coming up next week... Econs & Accounting... Gonna work hard, especially on Accounting... Though till now havent even start revising... =X

Was into a game called "The Godfather" these 2 days... Another gangster game, background ard 1920s Britian... Abit like Mafia game thingy... Btw the latest Jay Chou's song mv background is of Shanghai Tang... Their clothings, especially the wearing of suspenders, fedora & snap brim are really really COOL manz!!!!

Anyway, my temper is getting bad to worse... "Debated", a better word than quarrel, with someone over msn AGAIN... Just that, I'm getting numb over anger & offending others... Dont feel any uneasiness anymore... A bad thing to have I guess...

On the other hand, something to cheer myself up, today is the unofficial day of Jiez' POP from Tekong!!! HoHO!!! So happy for him sia... Which means I can meet him up more often lo!!! Hopefully...

p/s : The feeling of getting partially drunk, wasnt bad afterall...

troubled

2006-09-02T10:51:00.000-07:00

AHHHHHHH!!!!! I'M STRESSED!!!!!! *scratch head pull hair*

I always thought life in SIM would be very slack... Everyday "ha ha ha" laughing in school and leisure will await for me after that... It's just an illusion for the 1st month of school...

Recently I've this marketing project to be done which is to be handed up 1.5 months later... And mind you, it stands a total of 35% for the module... So very good, I'm having meetings everyday after school & rushing stuff...

Weekends are here... Meetings for youth camp, meetings for ecell, music practice for ecell event... Days whereby I'm at home all day, it's spent typing out project stuffs & get down to studies... My accounting really need lotsa polish up...

In conclusion, 7 days a week... 5 days are spend in school, studies, projects & meetings... Weekends are spend in church, including meetings, music practice & usual cell... Haiz...

Really envy people who adopted the "heck care" attitude... If I can do that too, life will be much easier for me... Lesser stuffs & burdens will AUTO add on to my shoulders...

Adding on to the troubles, my allowance remained the same as when I'm in poly... I guess my parents didn't realise that going SIM have no more concession & how high fares are nowadays for me to transfer 3 buses for one trip... So yupx, it auto deduct from my daily allowance... So happily, I'm totally broke now...

1051am in the morning... Worrying so much, whining so much, too stressed to get back to sleep... I can foresee MY volcano is gonna erupt... See the lava "flowing out" from my head?

Back to my project stuff...

Zui jin bi jiao fan ah bi jiao fan ah bi jiao fan~

Be nice to others

2006-08-28T23:46:00.000-07:00

Seems like I can be quite paranoid sometimes too...

There's once a local talk show discussing about the politeness of Singaporeans... It was said that Singaporeans were pretty impolite towards one another... Especially our waiters' attitude...

But gotta stand up for this manz... I think our customers' attitude are quite sucky towards these waiters too... We always tend to make our home maids & waiters serve us like a king...

Yes they are working but, aint they a human too? I think it's very BASIC manners to say "thank you" and " please" to one another...

Words can really spoil or brighten a person's day up... Been brought up in a chinese family, I think we are pretty used to been called "useless", "good for nothing" etc... Perhaps that's why, our youngsters get more inferior & unconfident as compared to other races...

So much whining from me nowadays... Hahahaz!! Didnt know why but, got quite alot of ppl did the things I hate ppl do to me recently...

People treating me like shit, took me for granted & make me like a servant more than their friend... People irritating me by asking things I didnt want to answer or get involved in... Hearing unpleasant comments from 3rd party about myself...

Just be upfront & straightforward... Besides honesty, it only requires you to have sincerity & time to communicate with a SUPEEER attitude fellow named Rhys Tan...

The old phrase which everyone understands but none practice...

"Before you expect people to be nice to you, put yourself in their shoes, & be nice to them..."

Meetings

2006-08-25T23:46:00.000-07:00

E-cell meeting tomorrow before actual cell... Youth camp meeting after Sunday service...

Meetings, projects, studies blah blah, so much things awaiting for me... Foresee myself going berserk VERY soon.....

Really looking forward to the hanging out with my SIM frenz after cell tomorrow... Let's pray I will be able to wake up on time on Sunday... =]

Lemongrass Honey

2006-08-23T09:47:00.000-07:00

Proudly present to you the homemade Organic Lemongrass Honey "R-Jazz"...

Got the inspiration from Essential Brew... Theirs is "T-Jaz"... So thought that mine shall be named after me, R-Jazz...

I stared at the tin of Lemongrass Yn gave me that time, and decided to brew it after my tv time... Not sure if my home do have a teapot so really had a hard time brewing the tea... It spent me 20 minutes in kitchen brewing the leaves, adding hot water, digging out the old herbs, replacing with new ones, tasting... I guess a teapot will save my day definately...

But it tastes nice afterall... Or at least, it's still drinkable to me... I recalled when I'm still very young, my family went to China for holiday and they have this tea called "Kungfu Tea"... The master played alot of martial arts infront of us before he poured the tea... I thought it looks coolz & would taste good...

Many times, never judge a book by its cover... I drank & stopped after the 1st mouth, finding myself swallowing tons of leaves down my throat with many still stuck in between my teeth and all over my lips... It's really really awful la...!!!!!!

Perhaps I'm just too lazy or what but... Erm... Since then I would only drink teabags (except Tie Guan Yin)... But I really love tea... ^^

Hur hur... Was msn-ing with Janelle just now... We were discussing my name would be kinda short if I was to take away my chinese name... So she suggested I should change to 'Rhys Rice Tan'... Somehow I feel 'Rhys Noodle Tan' or 'Rhys Xiao-du Tan' sounds nicer isnt it? *Crapping

Just IN time for class today though I left home only at 1.40pm... Lecturer came in 15min later than time & boarding bus at Old Woodlands Road is much much faster than usual manz... Of cos, with the short ride from my bro...

I'm beginning to like school... Enjoying the company of my peers... We're meeting this Sat to hang out late... Hopefully I can crawl out of bed the following day... Hmmm...

p/s : I hope you would be the 1st voice that wakes me up every morning & the last person I sms every night...

bad migraine

2006-08-21T23:46:00.000-07:00

It's almost half a week since I've last updated manz... Should keep up to my "2 days update once" policy...

Eh... Last friday meet-up with besties & had sushi @ Lot1... A simple but good lunch... Saturday was spent in church as usual except that it ended pretty late than normal... Headed down to find Jiez despite he's sick... Hahahaz!!! It's been a month since I last met him and he's booking in again...

But guess he's too sick manz... Fell asleep halfway... So returned home as not to disturb his rest... Anyway he's kinda clever la... Guessed that I'm preparing a song as his POP gift... Kns no surprise le... So pals, don't ever find a clever person as your buddy... Dont follow my footsteps... -Lol-

Woke up early for breakfast on Sunday with Leticia & Priscilla... Ya you didnt hear it wrong... Breakfast... The last time I ate breakfast was 5am in the morning... It's the time when me & frenz ton overnight without sleeping...

Anyway on my way there was thinking if we could get a seat... Y'know, when I'm young, Mac is always packed with people on Sunday morning that you could hardly get a seat... That's why my uncle always "da-bao" back...

Why not my dad you might be asking... Tracking down my history, since K2, I'm under the care of my aunt until the moment I'm able to take care of myself, my mum started to hire maids to take care of chores... They are always 24/7 busy just like any other singaporean parents...

Ok back to Mac, upon my arrival there, it shocked me that out of the 20-30 tables, only 5-6 is occupied... Generations are changing, kids nowadays have this thing call 'Mac Delivery' where they just sit comfortably at home waiting for food... Eating in @ Mac used to be super "in" thing during my days ok...

Off to take bus after breakfast... Smelled the "sai-ness" in the air... You got it right...!! We missed the bus 2 times in the day, seeing them going off right infront of our eyes... Next time any building or LRT in sg collapse, switched on the tv & watch the news people... Dont be too suprised to see the 3 of us waving at you...

Anyway met up with Eyes for lunch... But was dazing most of the times... Hahaz.. Kinda sleepy... Sorry Eyes... Btw, please keep yourself free asap ya? ^^

Today is the last official 2nd Yamaha lesson (excluding make-up lessons) I'm having... O ya btw, my sim classes will be fixed on Tuesday Wednesday & Friday... School @ 2-5pm for Wed whereas 10-1pm for the rest...

Bad migraine today... Staying back for revisions to act hardworking after school tomorrow... Byeee~!!

Happy bday

2006-08-17T20:25:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LETICIA SEE!!!

Off you are to the "20s" family... But dont worry, me & Ah Har will join you very SOON!!! Hahahaz!!!

Anyway it's a late greeting though... Was out the whole day y'day... Met the gang at Far East for celebration... Priscilla was early to help me wrap my present... So paiseh... Hahahaz~!!

But the way & speed she wrapped, really amazed me manz!! Can you imagine she just got everything done within 5 minutes while I would need half an hour!? I'm sure her future bf would be amazed by that too... So Priscilla, continue to wrap presents in fast food outlets... You will sure to meet your true love this way... =X

Hur hur... Leticia's cousin Xiao Han & her bro Ben joined us too... Along with Gladys... I guess the whole restaurant was filled with our voices la... Luckily nobody complain... Cos its quite empty too... Hahahaz~!!!

Xiao Han is super funny la... Esp the tupperware stories... Hahahaz!!! But well, me & Ben were inside our own world most of the times... Games, comics... So much to discuss... HohO!!! But this kinda kept the rest out of our topics la... -LOL-

Anyway it was a great day spent with them manz... Though kinda sorry to Leticia tt it was quite a simple celebration...

Btw, checked out that RMIT is not one of the best universities in Aust... There's top universities from Aust in SIM, but the courses offered is either Early Childhood or Computing... Moreover part-time... Wanna switch also don't know switch to what sia... *stab myself with toy knife

Alright, a FULL day of GAME-ing today... School tomorrow... After that meeting my besties gang for lunch~!!! hOhO!!! Looooong time since I see them manz!!! ^^

p/s : Got myself a blue-black on left knee out from nowhere... Sour sour plus abit pain... Weird feeling... Haizk~!

Fireworks Festival

2006-08-14T23:18:00.000-07:00

Stuck at home since last Wednesday all the way till weekends... Really, ren yuan bu hao... Nobody ask me out sia... =(

Saturday, it's the day of Priscilla's baptism!! Had lunch out with parents & brother @ JP before heading down to City Hall... It's been age since we had a meal out together... Anyway back to baptism, all of them had a wonderful beautiful 'washing' manz!! *blinking at Leticia

Went for dinner at raffles mall with whole group of youths... Almost the whole restaurant was occupied by our own people... Hahahaz!! Pretty cool... Don't get to experience it that often...

And, it's the last day of our Singapore Fireworks Festival!! Having Sabrina leading us, the whole group managed to catch a good "seat" of the sky from the Padang... Finally having waited for an hour, the fireworks started...

A voice besides me sounds... "Eh... Why so many of them!? So confused... Must look at which one ah?"... "Wha... Look like Maggie mee le... I'm hungry..."

YESSSS, it's our Priscilla AGAIN... Spoilt my mood of acting out as 'Won Bin' in some korean drama... Sometimes, it's really important to have someone special with you while watching fireworks... Or at least, someone ROMANTIC besides...

But well, I did saw a lot of Porsche, BMW & Benz up in the sky... Luckily they didn't design the fireworks into shapes of cars... If not, I will definately hang myself in Padang... However, it does interest me of the job of Fireworks Designer... Hmmm...

As for Sunday, after service was rotting inside storeroom... Joined the Secondary cell guyz for "guitar lessons"... Somehow, the room ended up occupied by Tertiary people, Tim Shuhei & me... -Lol-

Tried out the electric guitar... It sounds soooooo nice sia!! Since it's normally played using tabs, you can get a much beautiful sound with it than acoustic... Not mentioning its distortion can cover up some common mistakes made... It shall replace soprano saxophone & become my next wanted instrument... 10 years later... Hahahaz!!!

Anyway, Shuhei was leading in acoustic & me playing the background... 3 of us, 'high' over nothing inside the storeroom... That's really funnythinking back... lolx... Out to shopping after that...

This afternoon, decided to get myself some tan... It's good cooling weather with rays initially, less than 30min, it turned super cloudy... Gotta admit, I really DAI SAI in weather... Whenever I wanted to tan, it rains... Whenever I'm working & hope it rains, it never... Next time, shall go to Africa where people are praying for rain & get tanned there... It will rain & clear off the droughts, I believe...

This week, 3 days of school... Tuesday, Wednesday & Friday... But I'm so in holiday mood sia... Yawnz...

NDP 2006

2006-08-09T23:37:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 41st BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!

Out of the 365 days, today is the only that I feel proud been borned in this land... Hmmm... Too bad Eyes cant hide me inside her bag and sneak into National Stadium sia... It must be pretty awesome to watch troops marching alive infront of you...

Every year, whenever Guards of Honours on tv from various depts like Navy, SPF etc marched past, I can feel my tears fighting back... Somehow, just got overwhelming with joy & pride...

Alright back to yesterday gathering... Erm... I could only say, me & Eyes know each other's pattern very well la... Hahahaz!!! We are supposed to meet first @ 630pm... She knew I will be late, and I know she'll be late too... Thus, both of us dragged here & there, ended up met @ 715pm... -Lol-

I hate Holland V la... Stepped my foot there with a BMW 2-seater cabriolet "welcoming" me... Walked 3 steps ahead with a Benz SLK 2-seater zoomed past me... Waited at the traffic light and a porsche drove past followed by an antique cabriolet... Crossed a 5 metre road also can see a 20+ yr old lady driving another porsche... And all these happened within 5 min... *Swallowing panadols

Jiez & Lianz came to meet us not long after... A pity that Mike had to work sia... So 4 of us as usual, "squattered" at the footpath for a long time not knowing what to eat... Ta-Dang~!!! Ended up in Hawker Centre... HAHAHAz!!! We always do this kind of stupid things...

Proceed to 'Essential Brew' to catch up after the dinner... Ordered "T-Jaz", LemonGrass with jasmine... Hmm... I've realised I'm beginning to love this LemonGrass... The taste & smell is really unique... Though many will find it smelly la... Or rather, I always go for weird things... You know it when I simply love COLD Oolong tea yet don't drink common tea like 'Tie Guan Yin'...

Yn gave me a tin of LemonGrass wks back on courtesy that we bought him a shirt back in Taiwan... O well... I start to understand why lotsa customers came in asking for LemonGrass tea when back in First Thai...

Back to 'Essential Brew', we started off playing "Blackjack"... But started to get bored after 5 rounds... Changed to "Heart-attack"... It's definately a game that always never fails to stir up the fun la!!

Ah Lau, Lianz' bf aged 24 (if not wrong), was new to the game... The highlight of the game was the "Hitting" part... 3 rounds... 5 rounds... 8 rounds... Nearly every round Ah Lau got hit by the winner la!!! So yes, we are laughing at his age la... He too, kept laughing at us avoiding too fast... -Lol-

We were shouted kinda loud initially that a grp of 3 girls near us changed table to a far end... So we decided to play SILENT Heart-attack... After a round, we simply gave up... Concluded that girlz are always fussy & continue with our shoutings... Hahahaz!!!

Though the game made everyone super tired at the end, but I'm sure all of us had a nice & enjoyable night!!! O yes... No school all the way till next Tuesday!!!

Newly dye hair... But the main point is, I have dimple~!!! -Lol-

My home fridge...

Whenever I visited others' house & looked into their fridges, I got quite upset over mine... You see how empty it is... Only a pathetic fridge at home, yet it never get fill up... So people, next time any of you coming my place, please get your stomach fill up before that... You will never find food here cos I hardly could find any for myself le... =x

But wondered how come I'm still so fat le?? 2 guys in Singapore died from obesity recently... Time to watch over my diet... Hmmm...

A week ahead

2006-08-07T23:42:00.000-07:00

First, like to congra our Hairy, oh no... Our Ms Priscilla for getting baptized this Saturday!!! Was really excited for you manz!!

Wey, "Raeanne" & "Eloise" are nice names hor!!! Hahahaz... There would be commotion whenever baptism comes... Busy suggesting all sort of names... It's really fun... And yes Priscilla, you can join us for Communion soon liew~!!! But please dont get choke in water... =x

Alright... Yesterday finally marked off my 7 straight days of getting up before 830am... It was really tiring I can say... Wonder how people who work 6 days can survivie sia... Duty was cropped up with many sudden ministry songs... Luckily Candice was there to help me and all... =]

Back to school, skipped my morning lecture on Friday due to insufficient sleep... And yes, besides the first day, I'm late for school everyday la... But, I nv fall asleep in 6 hours lecture!!! *3 cheers for me*

Was grumbling the whole of Saturday in school... Seeing people out for fun & I'm out to school... Hahahaz... As for this week, I would be studying for Tuesday ONLY!!! HoHO!!! Super slack sia... So ppl, please try to ask me out le... -Lolx-

I guess my gang was a little too Kiasu ba... First week of school, and yet we already photocopied the whole stack of exam papers... I would only usually photocopy perhaps at most 2-3 sets for every module when exams are near during my poly... This time round, whole stack means, 8-10 sets for EACH module... HAHAHA!!!

Finally signed off the termination of contract for Yam*h*... Would be switching to a private tutor I've found instead... It's simply too far from home & timing always clashs with my stuff sia... Not mentioning having too much holidays in their calendar...

Meeting up Lianz, Eyes & Mike @ Holland V 2molo.... I'm soooo looking forward to it~!!! Too excited that I went to dye & cut my hair just now... Hahahaz!!!

Update again... Gotta go... Byeeeee~!!

My SIM life

2006-08-02T23:26:00.000-07:00

I can feel the stress flowing inside my body now...

So far only had lectures for 'Marketing Principles'... Another 2 new modules starting 2molo will be Accounting & Macroeconomics... 3 modules for this semester in total... Accounts, the one that I struggled to survive through in my poly life & ended a D+... *dead

Just mentioning, RMIT angmoh lecturers are teaching us for the 1st week... They fly from Aussie for a week which after they would hand us over to local lecturers when our timetable will be even more slack...

For SIM environment, they even have this Handicapped Toilet which is commonly used by irritating non-handicapped students like me... We had these 3 lifts bringing us to every floor which have 3-sides mirrors in each of them... Sounds like a shopping mall isnt it?

I think I didnt mention also that, SIM provides free refreshments for students during EVERY break time... There's curry puffs, cream puffs, yam cakes, apple pie, coffee & tea etc... Quite nice actually and it's changing daily... That's explain why I pay so much for my course...

Paying a thousand more than other local universities, no doubt we are served like a customer more than a student in school... But I rather been treated like a shit (just like in poly...) to save that amount of money sia... I'm really JIAN right...!? Hahahaz...

I have this new friend by the name of Tiffany, who looks very much like Hebe la... Get along quite ok with her, since she's the type of crappy person as well... She told me she got shocked when I intro myself to her at the very first day... And whenever I wanted to know other new friends, she will say I love scaring people around... Am I that scary huh?

Btw Tiffany is attached if you are wondering something in your mind now... Well... So far, had 10 new friends le... ^^

O ya... I scared another one yesterday too.. I initiated to shake hand with him, but he asked what I want... I was like =_="... After introducing my name, he took quite long time before understanding that I wanted to befriend him...

Come on... I always thought only girlz have that strong protective layers in them... He has the name of 'Michael' btw... Though the two "Michael" I know are very different, both are weird in some ways... =x

Sometimes, church is a very good place to train your sociability with others... It's wasnt too hard to approach someone new to say "hi" afterall... Though getting to know them is another thing...

So glad that I'm used to waking up @ 8am for Sunday service that, I don't really wake up late for class... Though I only enter class 15 min later everyday... But as compared to my lateness of an hr during my poly, great improvement le hor...!!

Biz students been Biz students afterall, the lecture hall of 200 students, besides the "snatching seats" thingy, not a single one of them fall asleep during class... Make me so stressed that I'm learning to be more kiasu, not to fall asleep & trying to note down everything I can...

E-cell, youth camp, studies, exams, saxophone, projectionist duties... All cramped from August till Dec...

I can foresee my head turning BIGGGGGERRRRRR~~~!!!

1st day of school

2006-07-31T23:49:00.000-07:00

From today afternoon 2pm onwards, I officially switched from the role of SP Building student to SIM Biz student...

At the age of NEAR 20, I'm reluctant to admit but, I still hate school... Yet, I've to stay on for 2.5 years... How irony am I... Yes, it's my first day of school today!! Crawled out from bed @ 830am as the enrolment starts at 11am...

I started searching my pencil case in the early morning but yet when I found, I forgot what I'm suppose to have inside the pencil case... 4 mths away from school, sehx...

Fyi, guuu studied Bachelor in Accountancy which has the same exact modules as me for the 1st semester... So we had our lunch at NP Canteen 1...

Well... Forgot who's the one telling me Biz girlz in Np are super pretty... Hmmm... I guess I still miss our chemical & building girlz much more... But, the Np girlz wore really mini skirts... Y'know la... Today's weather, kept raining & super windy de... I looked at them, I'm worried for their health majam I'm their daddy sia...

After lunch it's the 3 hours long lecture which successfully put me to sleep in class... Did I mention I only managed to make 2 new friends at the end of class? Hahahaz!! It's a great improvement for me ok... I rbm I didn't make any during my 1st day in poly...

Perhaps most of us originated from Diploma in Biz?? I walked into the hall @ 1.50pm... And all the front seats are taken up... Building students used to snatched the behind seats instead de... The earlier we are, the more behind we are... Hahahaz~!!

Anyway the lecture hall was over two hundred people... Half the amount of guyz & galz, though a greater % of galz... So right after lecture ended, I ran as fast as I could to get out of the dying air...

Hmm... I think, life would not be good for me in future as the buses are always packed... Once you missed, it's another 15 min to go... Unlike MRT, when we used to miss the trains HAPPILY... And have to transfer 3 buses from my place to school... No concession for SIM students somemore... :(

Intended to join Guitar Club in my SIM life... That's a good place to learn new skills... We have this CCA call Singing Club... Sounds pretty interesting isnt it? ^^

Ok... For tomorrow & Wednesday, not too bad as class starts from 10 till 1pm only... But from then till this Saturday, its straight 10-5pm lessons... Hang on, after Saturday will be another long break before another class... Yes you heard it right, this weekend is a studying day for me... Overseas lecturers teaching for the 1st wk, so I guess they dont hv the 5 working days policy thingy... *bang wall

After which, my timetable was quite slack la... Even have a week's break from school in mid August sia... Really prayed my course does include tutorials, a super good way to know more frenz... Actually I'm waiting for my class to be assigned, so I can know the ones that is in my class truly well...

That ended my 1st day in school... Hope can make new friends 2molo, though I only prefer keeping old frenz & knowing frenz' frenz, but NOOOO strangers...

Frankly, was quite sianz abt the whole thing... I really enjoyed & proud to be once a Building student... Adding on, all my frenz are out @ work already while I'm still stuck in school~!! Majam still a kid sia... *sign* =============================================================

Hmmm... Saturday's event was pretty cool la... We played the "Where Are You Going" game by asking people on streets their destination & we have to follow... The worst part was having to wrap like a mummy with toilet paper & run from Taka to Far East~!!!

As Y'know, Orchard is real crowded during weekends... So, Marie & Leticia broke down finally that they just ran & kept screaming they dont wanna get marry after the game le... Heng none of my frenz happened to be there sia... That's the most memorable part of the whole game...

There's this punishment given to my grp that we needa collect 10 lipsticks stain... And perhaps I look perverted? I couldnt contribute any from the collected 10...

Had our dinner @ First Thai where Auntie gave us a super good discount!! Haha... Btw, I had stopped working due to school... But these few months did learnt alot, at least, to treat all servers nicely... They aint poor, just that they happened to work @ the place you went... So pals, treat them politely ya? It does brighten up their days..

Sunday was a normal sunday service day... Watched "Helen the baby fox" which followed by a turkish meal after that... Back home, was testing out my new mic with Eyes... I'm soooo amazed by the Voice Conversation of MSN la!! Hahahaz... Super excited... Played with it over the past 2 days... =)

p/s : I'm falling in love with the palpitation moments...

Schedule of the week

2006-07-26T23:12:00.000-07:00

Schedule of the week

Monday : Initially having my usual saxophone class, but was cancelled as my teacher couldn't make it...

Worked for night shift & got to know Shenghao's cousin... Was surprised that someone studied the same stupid course as me! Although it's in NP... And we both live in Yew Tee! Discussed alot of course stuffs during our way back...

Tuesday : Struggles to wake up at 10am to send Leah who's going back to States... Had our lunch @ Sweden’s before she board the plane...

O well... The 26 mrt stations from Yew Tee all the way to Changi Airport really made me salute Celine & Huimin... For they travel that far from home to church or westside AT LEAST once to twice weekly...

Watched "Pirates of Caribbean" with Huimin @ Tampines Mall as Celine had to go off earlier... It's quite a nice show... With all the cool effects & funny expressions by Johnny Depp... Make me interested to join the pirates as their crew manz... -Lolx-

Got myself the latest S.H.E album... It's been ages since I bought an album... Hahahaz! Took an hour bus back to Woodlands which definitely made me fall asleep... And my head keep 'kissing' unto the window la... That does hurts...

Wednesday : Climbed to work this morning... It's a real tough job for someone like me, who don't usually wake up before noon... Thus, I'm totally at a daze the whole afternoon...

Met up Candice after work to Sim Lim Square to get some stuff for our Projectionist Ministry... Though didn't find what we wanted, but got a little time spent walking around, crapping with her... =]

Had dinner @ Si'er place... Tried out his electric guitar which made me yearn for a white electric guitar now sia! But that will cost a bomb... *Sign* Headed home at 11plus...

Thursday (T.B.C) : Working from 11am - 1030pm, one FULL shift including the break... It’s gonna be a long day... Going off to Beach Road to get some stuff during my rest time... And, it's my LAST LAST day working at First Thai! I'm gonna eat my favorite Green Curry to my content for sure...

I really hate working morning shift as I always can't get myself awake on time... Besides church & school, I guess only work can drag me out from my bed before noon time...

Friday (T.B.C) : Meeting up with Boonz for KBox again... Had not seen her for weeks I guess... But a pity that, Eyes couldn't join us for dinner... Haiz... :(

Sat & Sun (T.B.C) : Spending in church... Having Youth Camp Meeting this Sunday afternoon... Hope that my Jiez can be out from Tekong this weekend...

*T.B.C = To Be Confirmed
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Didn't get myself down to games this week... Was pretty busy with stuff... O well... I only completed the 'life stories' of Guan Yu & ZhuGe Liang... So many legends awaiting for me...

Guan Ping, the adopted son of Guan Yu, wait for me~~!!

p/s : The past had gone... My heart beats for the present, whose name occupies my mind & whose voice rings my ears...

Dynasty Warriors 5

2006-07-21T07:02:00.000-07:00

702am now... Morning everyone!

Erm... If you know me well, when I'm still awake at this time, you know that it's not bcos I just woke up... But bcos I'm yet to sleep... HoHOhO!!

Ton with myself again... Too engrossed in a game named "Dynasty Warriors 5" these few days... Basically you just choose a historical person in the game (over 20 figures), and go around killing soldiers & destroying army...

Hmmm... Well... I love playing unconstructive games... Hahahaz!! But at least I started to respect Guan Yu, who can give up his life for his sworn brothers, Liu Bei & Zhang Fei... Though I always mix up him with the tattoo man, Yue Fei...

Okok.. Enough of games... Was super excited that finally I sorted out how to operate Cakewalk, a recording program which enables you to record different sounds and mix it well with effects etc... It makes a big difference between a good demo & a bad demo...

Hmmm... Weekends coming... But my Jiez still inside tekong... Haiz... On the other hand, Sunday is finally coming! KBox~~~! *bRink bRink*

*Off to sleep

20

2006-07-19T23:52:00.000-07:00

As my friends around me are approaching their 20s, suddenly I feel I'm getting old... 4 months more, and my age will "jump" not 1, but 2 digits... Hopeless age... =X

In Japan, you are consider an adult once you are 20... I remembered when I'm still 13, age 20 seems a "far-away" thing to me... Now, it's super super near...

No more excuse that you are a 'kid' when you done something wrong... No more slacking... No more playing but a time for burdens & responsibilities...

You know it when you start to have friends getting married and have already attended numberless wakes...

And once you reached 20, your time will fly even faster... Worse, people will link you under the same group with those 28 29 ones...

AHHHHHH!!! Who can stop my age from increasing?!

How many more 20 years I have on earth?

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Just back from Lau Pa Sat with my dearest tertiary cell members... Stingrays, gon-gon, mussels... Unhealthy food but nice dinner... =)

Dinner AGAIN with my besties tomorrow @ Suntec for Thai food... *grin

And Ms Eyes, please don't forget our KBox-ing this Sunday... 2 weeks le... I'm currently suffering from the "2-months-never-get-to-sing" disease...

Illness symptom : Urge to sing, non-stop harassing, weight increased, mouth rotting, tongue twisted, head bigger...

I miss Jiez

2006-07-16T22:22:00.000-07:00

I'm feeling low...

I miss Jiez... I never get to meet him as I'm jammed at Custom today... And next 2 weeks would be his confinement as he would be out field... 3 weeks in total from seeing him...

We used to be pretty busy with our own games in the past... Only eager to meet each other when we could not meet up as often...

I remembered the fun times when he over-night at my place... Chatting & fooling the whole night... Shared everything under the MOON... Composing songs & singing through... *sign*

Was sms-ing him when back in Genting... So we were disgusting each other by saying miss him and stuffs... Hahahaz... But of course, I really do...

A part of my body is missing... How should I survive these 3 weeks!?

I miss my "clone" sibling, Kelvin Mun...

SPF

2006-07-12T02:11:00.000-07:00

This is how SPF works...

Rank Structure
Corporal -> Sergeant -> Staff Sergeant -> Senior Staff Sergeant -> Station Inspector -> Senior Station Inspector 1/2 -> Inspector 1/2 -> ASP 1/2 -> DSP -> Superintendent -> Deputy Assistant Commissioner -> Assistant Commissioner -> Senior Assistant Commissioner

Junior Officer : Educational Requirement of GCE 'O' Level /NITE /Diploma. Rank starting from Corporal or Sergeant. Promotion once every 5 years for average officers. Can be promoted up to Senior SI (2)...

Senior Officer : Educational Requirement of a pass degree in any discipline. Rank starting from Inspector 1 or ASP 1 (at least a 2nd Upper Class Honours). Promotion once every 3-5 years depending on individual performance. Can be promoted up to Senior Assistant Commissioner...

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I was browsing through SPF websites these 2 days... I've heard stories about the ranking & path differences between a Diploma holder & a Degree holder... But I never knew the gap would be that great... Got a BIG shock yesterday...

Although the basic salary only varies about 200 bucks per month between a Sergeant & a Inspector, but it makes a big difference in your work nature...

It determines if you are to be instructed going out catching snakes & face tons of Aunties' quarrels, or to be someone giving out these instructions...

The worst/good part is, once you enter as a Junior/Senior Officer, you are forever stamped the label despite pursing higher qualification in future...

So guys, please pray I can get my degree safe & SPF wanted to accept me... If not, you would find me laying bricks outside your house with my dearest Bangladesh liew...

P.A.

2006-07-10T05:49:00.001-07:00

I guess, I've forgotten the existence of my blog for the past half month... Here to clear spider web finally...

Alright, many things to update for the past weeks... First, I finally took the time to have a thorough eye check @ SGH... Doctor said my eyes are coping well in fact I had two contact lens infections previously!

He said I would have gone blind if I was to ignore giving treatment to my infected eyes during the period out in Taiwan... It's serious actually... Praise God! Who can heal my eyes completely without treatment expect Him?

Also, I was been offered a place in SIM Business Marketing ,starting school from 31 July... 3 weeks more to go... =(

My boss & family were back to Bangkok and thus, I had a straight 2 weeks rest wef TODAY! Hoho!! Gotta make use of these two weeks catching up with many friends sia... Since was busy with work and University stuffs over the past months...

I met Jiez yesterday night for coffee... Well... As I'm listening to what he's saying, I felt so xing tong sia... Sept 6, have thought of a big gift for him... My Jiez, there suffering in tekong now... *sob*

That reminded me of my NPCC life... During camp training, we were so badly-treated... Need to report back your every single movement (including permission to stretch yourself in parade ground), living in the midst of insects, marching day & night, patrolling in darkest streets with a torchlight that cant shine, pumping position all day long etc etc...

Recalling back, I wondered how I managed to survive that 4 years sia... But well, 3 years later, it shall be MY turn... Life in Police Academy wouldn't be relax too... But of course, far off as compared to Tekong...

Looking at Jiez' botak, I wondered if I would to be ask to shave my hair in PA... Kinda worried losing my "Monkey King" trademark... Hahahaz...

But well, its coolz isn't it? Getting a botak once in your lifetime... Suddenly, I'm fear but yet excited over training life in PA... ^^

Updating photos from Taiwan VERY soon...

p/s : Italy won World Cup 2006... Sianz...

Lovely Singapore

2006-06-24T23:03:00.000-07:00

I'm back, home sweet home!!!

Hmmm... Sorry people, no photo currently... Cos I forgot to pass my SD card to Guanmin before we went separate ways... Keke...

But don't be too shocked if I didn't post much photos next round... Cos none of us are people who like to take photos... Hahahaz!

If you are to ask me whether I miss Taiwan now, yupx of cos... The food, the people, the culture...

Not mentioning the traffic where it's pedestrians giving way to cars even during "green man"... Btw, the "green man" there would start 'running' when it's less than 10 second... Interesting right? Hahahaz...

Back to the beautiful memories, you won't get the shop assistants in Singapore welcoming you loudly into their shops, tagging behind you everywhere you go, recommending their products hard, or even thanking you when you are not buying...

You wont get to see Singaporeans standing neatly at one side of the escalator, queuing up for approaching trains, salegirls chit chatting with you about places of interest to visit in Taiwan etc etc... They are polite...

And... Eh erm... The girls there are kinda short la... Hahahaz!! Many of them are shorter than me by half to one head... Hoho!!

Our girls here are much much more independent... Wasn't too used to it when get back here... Oopz!! Hahahaz... Just kidding... Seriously, pros & cons I could say... But, almost all taiwanese guyz & girlz are slim despite the good food they have...

My mum asked me am I bear to leave Taiwan... I answered yes, cos I have no more money left le... Hahahaz!! Partly also been I missed my friends and family here, especially my black & white lover (Mr B)...

Actually the living standard and lifestyle there are very similiar to Singapore... Just that they have much more variety than Singapore...

Like for Nike Shoes, it cost around 100 bucks there too... But, you get over hundreds of choices as compared to Singapore's pathetic half dozen pairs...

Would post the things I bought there asap once I received the photos... Stay tune! =]

Bye bye Singapore

2006-06-14T07:54:00.000-07:00

Leaving Singapore in 4 hours' time... Beloved Taiwan, I'm coming!

Come to think of it... This is my very first time going overseas without my parents (excluding the Batam mission trip)... Now have I realised how much I depend on them... =[

Anyway, was kinda sorry to my dad... Too disobedient to him this time that I booked the ticket beforehand without telling him... Nearly wasted the air ticket there...

Went to a doctor on Monday thinking of getting some medication to bring along to taiwan for my eyes... And he told me that there's this little white patch in my left eye that caused the redness and discomfort... It might be Eye Ucler (cancer) he said...

It definately scared me off manz! I was told to visit A&E immediately... But I didn't... Since I still have my saxophone class and all... Well this morning when I woke up, the redness faded away and the white patch around my cornea was gone! Praise God!

But I visited another doctor again yesterday due to my high fever... Hahahaz! By now, every part of my body is recovered after medication liew... Weak body? Ya absolutely... That explains why my luggage has nothing but a full bag of medicine... -LOL-

Contacted Caiwei... Thought of visiting her upon reaching taiwan... What can be worse then, she's coming over Singapore tomorrow when I'm going over Taiwan later on... -_-"

Ok well... Going off soon... Kinda worried yet excited now... Hahahaz... So to all pals, take care of yourself while I'm away!!!

-Returning on 21 June-

G.D.O.P

2006-06-06T23:26:00.000-07:00

4 June, 7pm @ National Stadium

It was reported that over 24,000 christians gathered at the National Stadium for the Global Day of Prayer... Gladly, I'm one of them...

It's so so amazing... You are worshipping the Lord under one of the biggest creations of His, the skies... How awesome and cool is it!

I really felt so touched... From the moment I stepped into the Stadium until I left... I guess seldom the stadium was more than half full when it's not National Day... -Lol-

No word can describe the fire that's burning among every single one of us... People accepted Christ that night, decided to get baptize etc etc... God is in His works!

I'm really honour to be one of His children... The joy that nothing can brings me...

The Taiwan trip

2006-05-31T23:16:00.000-07:00

Mid June, I would be out in Taiwan...

Besties & me were having this "Besties" trip in mind since last year... But it was only confirmed few days ago since SQ was having this promotional rate air tickets...

O btw, my besties include Guanmin, Peifeng & Zhiyuan... This time round, peifeng's sis will be joining us too... Not for Zhiyuan perhaps...

So Guanmin & Peifeng came over to my place today... And we had booked our tickets! It costs us about 500 bucks each for the tickets... My one month salary... Yet, this doesn't include all the hotel, meals and shopping expenses...

However, my dad suddenly disapproved of my trip there... Truly, I didn't want to see my ticket went into the bin just like some useless paper...

He's a good dad I can say... He cares & did alot for both me & my brother... I know of his good intentions but... He just don't listen...

Perhaps like most people say, I look like my dad... Even my stubborn character I guess... I'm so glad I still have a supportive brother... =]

Another person told me few days ago... That there's this rebellious attitude in me that I should change... Well... Who like to rebel actually? It's tiring... But, what else can you do when you speak, they don't even care to listen a word?

Everything changes... Everyone changes... They call you an adult when you did something wrong... But they call you a kid when you want to do something you longed to...

Trust, is the most important thing that I look into in life... Somehow, it turns out ironically that it's something that lacks the most in my life...

Speaking

2006-05-25T00:17:00.000-07:00

I don't feel like speaking much recently... At home, at work, in msn, even before friends...

Sier called, and I rushed him to hang up within 30sec... That's very bad I know... But,... Just simple & short...

Suddenly felt very weary over certain things... Dont feel like thinking or hearing or knowing anything about it...

Speaking, of course, exclude craps... Crappings and talking are different... You know what I mean...

Just wanna keep myself away from all these... Avoiding, you might call it...

Adelphi

2006-05-24T23:17:00.000-07:00

Here to blog again... Before I lose my "passion" in blogging... Hahaz...

Well... It's a full working day yesterday(Tuesday) and tomorrow... Whereas Friday I would be on night shift only... So I dropped by Adelphi yesterday during my 3hrs break...

Pastor Tim was in his office when I'm there... But his office located at another side of the room... Initially he passed me his old mouse to keep as Auntie Boo bought him a new wireless... But since the new one gotta charged, i decided to return him the old one...

His office was locked the moment I reached... So I knocked on his door and passed him the mouse... Everything looks normal... Until I returned to Auntie Boo's desk...

Auntie Boo : You go knock on Pastor's door?!?!

Me : Eh... Ya... To return him his mouse...

Sab : Erm... When Pastor locked his door means "Do Not Disturb" le... He's praying...

Me : .........................................

Auntie Boo : Ya... Pastor normally don't lock door de... You super daring manz... Nobody dare go and knock his door...

Me : ................................................................................

(My face turned green at this moment)

Saw my cousin on the way to MRT back home... And bumped into The Working Cell on train! That's very concidence manz... Hahahaz... They entered the MRT gate at the very same time I entered...

Althea just recruited me as one of the Youth Camp committee this year... Well... Just wish to serve God in every areas I can... =]

Tuesday Blues

2006-05-22T23:02:00.000-07:00

Yupx, so glad I didn't have any Monday Blues today... Cos First Thai is closed for a day rest! =]

Had my saxophone class in the afternoon... After which went to Queensway since I couldn't find anyone free for a coffee talk... Ren yuan bu hao... Sadz...

Queensway AGAIN!? You might ask... Yes... It's my One-Stop Shopping Centre... I got all my shirts, games, comics, accessories, nike shoes etc etc all from there... Most importantly, it's near my parents' workplace! Thus, always got a free ride home... Hohoho!

The whole cell went over to East Coast Park yesterday... Had a wonderful fellowship together... But, that resulted in my whole body aching this morning... From my neck down to my shoulders, arms, legs, it's all aching aching ACHING!!!!!

You know, age doesn't tell lies... Getting old le really... That leaves only my fingers and toes in proper working condition... Oh, my hair too... Not that "sunshine" as I'm 'used' to be... Kekekez!

Off topic, I'm quite fed-up over myself recently... Late-ness, emotions, character blah blah... Even my music wasn't doing good... Write here write there all same style of melody... Yet my lyrics are producing so slowly... Pui~!

Off topic further, can I ask how long is it for a earhole to season completely? It's been a year and yet my one & only earhole still hurts now... It always get close up after a day without the stud...

Having Tuesday Blues now... Full shift working tomorrow... Sianz...

-Thai songs are nice-

Rainie Yang Cheng Lin

2006-05-19T23:49:00.000-07:00

I'm so so deeply in love with this girl...

She has a voice that easily melts my heart... The high soprano, sounds so sweet yet not pitchy at all...

She has a smile that brighten up my day... She's frank and straightforward, not afraid of offending people... She's blur & silly yet cute... Most importantly, she's shorter than me...

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She's Rainie Yang Cheng Lin...

Had a enjoyable Wednesday night celebrating Lianz' birthday... Her birthday is on the 18 May... But why are we celebrating a day earlier? It's due to our infamous BLUR cocky, the big big Eyes...

And yupx, our dear Ms Ngiam here thought 18 May lies on Wednesday... And by the time she realises, it's Tuesday already...

That make me laugh for don't know how many days manz... How blur can one be?? Hahahaz!!! But anyway, I guess most of us cant make it on Thursday too... =]

Lianz brought her new doggie along... A brown white 3mth old Shih Tzu named "Chocolate"... How I wish I could throw that irritating dog of mine into the bin and get a new dog manz...

The Young Man, Mike, brought camera along that day... Yet, nobody remember to take a group photo... -Lol-

Full-shift tiring work day yesterday... And a full resting day @ home today... Kekekez... 4 days rest before my next working day!

Hmmm... My parents are off to Genting this morning AGAIN... Yes, again... As usual, pray that my fats would sustain me through these 2 days and not die of hunger...

Is May a month always blossom with flowers of love?

Disappointment

2006-05-16T02:39:00.000-07:00

"I'm really disappointed with you... Why can't you just ... ..."

I couldn't remember how many times have I heard this over the past month... Or rather, the past week...

I so wanted to prove them wrong initially... But as time pass by and more people telling me the same things, I got tired... I give in, I believe in them... I'm utterly disappointed in myself too...

I'm really pondering, what have I done to create the impression for people to think I'm not serious and careful in every decisions I made... Is it bcos I'm always late? Or is it bcos I never look serious? Or...?

I got discouraged... When I cant be what people want me to be... When I cant be what my family want me to be... When I cant be what I want myself to be...

When you think you truly understand me, keep it from me... It's either I get afraid and avoid you, or it's you avoiding me bcos......

Lord, be it what they say that would hurt me... Deep in my heart I know, I'm always serious in You...

Schedule for the week

2006-05-15T23:10:00.000-07:00

My schedule for this week is out :-

Monday - Saxophone class, work from 6-10pm
Tuesday - Work from 11-3pm, meeting Eyes to buy present
Wednesday - Meeting up to celebrate Lianz' bday
Thursday - Full Shift working, 11-3pm & 6-10pm
Friday - Rest Day

O manz... How occupied I am... *shake head

Went JP yesterday to buy Mothers' Day present... Thanks Leticia & Hairy for accompanying me... I wont be able to get it done myself... The displays look all the same to me...

There goes my one week's pay... But well, that's also the only time I can ACT like a good child to buy something for my mum without making things gross... Lol... O ya, really sorry Hairy... For accidentally cutting your finger yesterday...

You know, I would get a little excited when I got injuried and bleed profusely (sounds pervert)... But when I see blood on others, I would start to get panick... And if the red fluid is splashing out like fountain out from them, I guess I would be the first to faint...

Anyway after saxophone class today, I went Adelphi before my work starts... Shuhei was already there when I reached... It seems like the Head Office is a well recognised resting station for Tertiary Cell members? Hahahaz...

So, get to disturb Auntie Boo awhile before I'm back to work... I visited her that often till she "awarded" me with a new personal cup! LOL! I'm sure to visit the place as much as I could... My cup is there already, SOON it will be my tea bags and pillows... HAHA!

Anyway, finally there's a youngster at my working place! Hahahaz... She's only 18 yrs old... But well, seems like there's not much things for us to say also... Hmmm...

Alright for tomorrow... After work I would drop by at Funan IT Mall Kimage for a haircut before proceeding to Adelphi AGAIN to wait for Eyes to knock off... 4hrs in Adelphi, I think it's gonna be ok with Auntie Boo around!! Hahahaz...

But it reminds me of the days we went there for dance practice... I miss WAC 2005 HipHop Dancers! =(

First Thai

2006-05-11T23:33:00.000-07:00

My grandma was admitted into the hospital yesterday... She has history of heart difficulties all along... It was around 11plus when we rush her down to SGH... Slept at 430... Woke up @ 830am for work... *sign

First Thai was good actually... Except that there's no air-con which make me sweating non-stop and drowning myself with water... I had never been that healthy to drink so much water... O ya, there's no youngster too... Eh, I don't really know how to communicate with the elders...

Was having the 2 hours break when I rushed down to MacPherson to get remaining pay from KB*x... O well... It took me an hour to take the bus and find the place... You won't imagine how ulu it is...

I stepped into the building, took the lift, and thought I'm filming some Hong Kong's "Ying Yang Lu"... Earning that much everyday, I seriously think they should locate the office at a better place... At least, not at some warehouse-look-alike building...

Got myself some guitar accessories before I went to Adelphi to visit Mama & Auntie Boo! After a drink and toilet visit, I left... Hahahaz! They said I very bo liao... But just to visit them ma... Back to work after that...

Just to mention, First Thai provides meals for staff... And the green curry chicken.... hOhOhO!!

Hmmm... I think I've walked miles today...

Full shift today, night shift tomorrow...

The X-s

2006-05-08T23:50:00.001-07:00

Woah... One Eye Blink, and more than a week since I last blogged... A big sorry to all my loyal blog readers (is there any?)...

Basically I was slacking at home more than half the week, reading up series of comics called "The White Dragon", life about a gangster chief...

X1. Went to Caroline's grandpa's wake last Wednesday... Somehow, I wasn't that grieved... Bcos I truely believed deep inside my heart that, her grandpa had gone to a much better place... A place where there's no tear nor sorrow... That place has a beautiful name call 'Heaven'...........

X2. Daringly, I forgot my KBox appointment with Mr Mun last Wednesday! Oh dear... I'm super sorry JIez... Sorry sorry!

X3. Finally, I went to get enrol for SIM... Business (Marketing) and Mass Communication... Hopefully can get accepted by either one... If not, you will see me sweeping floor outside Parliament House...

X4. Was pretty sick over the few days... Let me count... Till now, 4 days le ba? As usual, down with flu and cough...

X5. Sunday's perfomance was a BIG success! Though the practices were rused within a week and everything's not in place initially, thanks God for His amazing blessings and everyone around me! Felt bad since I was kinda harsh to the girls... I'm a bad co-ordinator...

But, I love them really! Their voices were so beautiful manz! Super proud of this Acappella team!

A BIG BIG thanks to everyone, including Marie Leticia Jasmine Celine Arlene Carolyn Joanie Gladys Reginald and especially Althea! Thanks people! =)

X6. My dad was scolded by my mum bcoz he encouraged me to join the Police Force after university... I think, my SPF path would not be that smooth... But of course, I understand she hates to see her children getting all the bruises after work... Especially when my brother went through the stages...

X7. Dropped at Leticia's place with Hairy yesterday... I'm really encouraged by her family... Hope to see all of my family members get saved one day too!

Anyway, I've found a new "gf"... She's only 4 years old... Will update her photo one day... Though I still in love with Beauty but... AHHHH~! *Scratch hair

X8. Got an encouragement card for Caroline today... Hope to pass her asap and she would feel abit comforted by it... This, was taught by someone who I'm msn-ing with recently... Hahahaz...

X9. Just watched the dvd "I not stupid too" this evening... Ok I'm pretty slow but, that's a nice show really... I saw some of my shadows in "Tom"... =]

X10. Starting work at First Thai tomorrow... Most students went back to school and thus, decided to give it a try back there...

(X stands for nothing... It just sounds nice...)

I'm pondering one question recently... Whenever you feel lonely, is it bcos nobody understands you or, is it bcos you are afraid people would care for you?

Well... Gotta admit, I belong to the second group... The ones who are afraid of people knowing me too well deep inside... I know, this is bad... But to God, I would reveal every single things of me... =]

Batam

2006-04-28T23:27:00.000-07:00

Ok, let's see what I have over the past one week

Monday, 24 April 2006
JIez came over my house ton today, without Ms Zhang... Well, you wouldn't imagine what the two of us are doing... If you have read the tags you wont find it hard to guess, indeed, we are playing with nail polish... How many people have fainted by now?

Hahahaz... To win your laughter in exchange of our coolness, here we go...

Black nail polish is cool... Anyway it's also the only suitable colour guyz can apply... So out of fun, I took it and brush... Yes I mean BRUSH! Just like what I did during my primary school art class... Now I finally understand why girlz can use up the whole day, just decorating their nails... I won't laugh at your anymore, I promise...

It's really a skill la... I ended with painted FINGERS instead of painted nails... Of course, 5 layers of polish for each nails, overlapping one another...

Anyway, I clean it off after all the fun... JIez & me are working on a song that belongs to both of us! He would take care of the melody whereas me, the lyrics... Something which only belongs to me & JIez... =]

Tuesday, 25 April 2006
Went Si'er house to practice the song for Batam trip with Leticia & Sab... You know, I really envy that his family has a good practice of eating dinner together... Its hard having this in Singapore families nowadays...

Wednesday, 26 April 2006
A place I dread of, yet I never fail been hopeless in there... It's ranked second, after cemetery, places which I hated to visit... You can ask me to go anywhere in the world, but not these two...

Met up with Dory & Guuu in the evening for dinner... A pity that Yn's at work... Anyway, nice catching up with them...

Thursday, 27 April 2006
Was informed that we ain't staying over at Batam... Kinda disappointed when you see your works going down the drain... *Sign* But it's ok, prepared myself for the future!

I felt amazed by Althea Joanie they all... My head is bursting due to the singing item... The hardest part is not to perform, but to co-ordinate everyone's timing... Especially the ones having exams... I'm not letting them affect their exams due to the performance... No way!

Friday, 28 April 2006
Election thingy was going on fiercely this week... I'm looking forward to Bukit Panjang's, a place I grew up in...

A reminder to myself, to be sensitive to everything and every person that is around me... It's not easy for you to realize, when you are hurting someone... I'll use all my lifetime, to learn just to be sensitive, and considerate of others, above myself...

If you think a lifetime is too long to learn these two habits, think twice...

To go or to stay, Lord you show me... I'll not do it for my own selfish reasons... But if that's your will, I will leave...

10 things

2006-04-23T23:51:00.000-07:00

10 things for Girlz to bear in mind (Rhys' logic)

Never make a guy waits too long for you. He turns old too.
If he can wait no longer & wants to leave, let him. It's not because he doesn't love you anymore. It's because he loves you too much to see you with other guy.
If you wish him to continue staying by your side, tell him. He would. Simply because, he still loves you. Even if that means only been your friend, it's contented for him just to see you.
If a guy ever keeps something from you, don't force him. It's not because he don't wanna say, it's because he cannot say.
If you ever discover he lies to you, believe in him & never confront. He would not lie unless he has to. Guys like girls who are "stupid" at correct timing, really.
If he's willing to do every little thing for you, appreciate it. Don't take for granted. He could rather spend a minute more with his games or soccer than you.
Let your Yes be Yes and No be No. He won't be able to catch it when your Yes is No and your No is Yes.
When he talks about his problems & trials in life with u, listen. It takes courage for guys to put down their pride & share. He cares about you to let you know.
It feels good for girls to make decisions & initiatives too. Since normally its girls who say 'NO' rather than the guys.
Good guys would not sweet talk to you. Since they won't do that to other girls too.

It's not a must for girls to know how to cook. But it would be an advantage.

Bonded

2006-04-23T23:13:00.001-07:00

I'm quite sure, I'm suffering from sleep diorder every Saturday night... Welcome anyone to enlighten me what are the causes...

Finally I've received the rejection letter from NTU, as expected... I'm glad I still have last resort, SIM to go on... Hopefully I can get a place there if not, you shall see me in newspaper soon for throwing myself onto Yew Tee Mrt Track...

Alright, let's summarise what I've got this coming week... Spending two days over at Batam this weekends for mission trip... Leticia & me are holding the afternoon workshop while Auntie Boo & Mama teaching English... I'm in-charge of the arts & craft thingy, which I don't think I can handle well, while Leticia would take over during the dance part... Hope we don't get a mess over it...

Best part is, Sabrina asked me if I could play guitar for her during Sunday Service! Oh gosh, it's my very 1st time performing my lousy-till-can-suicide guitar skills infront of others la! Still outside Singapore somemore! See how I'm going to die ba... Ke Si Yi Xiang...

And yupx, I got so stressed that I kept practicing for straight 2 hours daily since, er, yesterday only... Hahahaz... But my fingers were already kinda lack of blood circulation that they turned blackish red... Normally it won't happen since there's already a thick layer of dead skin covering... It really hurts... *Sign

Adding on to that, I didn't know why, seems like somehow I'm the in-charge for Mothers' Day item this time round! Good... Time to stuff my head into the toilet bowl...

O ya, went Causeway Point after service today before going on to Jurong Point to meet Eyes... Y'know, you gotta meet her an hour earlier before the actual time you're arriving... Haiz...

Anyway, bought something I find its UNACCEPTABLE for a guy , like whats in Eyes' blog, for JIez... He wanted it... I'm sure going to poke his eyes and squeeze his tummy when I see him...

Hopefully tomorrow, if he's coming over... =]

Slack slack slack

2006-04-20T23:37:00.000-07:00

Ok I'm a honest child, yes, I'm slack these few days...

Hmmm... I'm out for saxophone class on Monday... Went maternal Grandpa' house for celebration of his birthday on Tuesday night when I received Juliet & Yn's calls...

You know, when one of them called me, it's ok... But when two called at the same time, there would be only one purpose... DANG DANG! I landed at Yishun with Yn, Guuu & Juliet for supper... It really feels good laughing & catching up with them... We proceed to West Coast wishing to have a glimpse at the sea... But sad, it's still under construction...

But we did had alot of fun together... Even kanan spot-check by Traffic Police! It's my 1st time been checked by TP but countless times been checked by police... The gang were 1st timer checked by police lo... DO I LOOK LIKE SOME DRUG TRAFFICKER OR AH-BENG!?!? Grrr

Other than Tuesday, all I could remembered is staying home & kept playing games, writing lyrics, doing song slides, playing instruments, eat, sleep etc... But I'm still occupied ok! Hahahaz... Still have a number of church tasks on hand... *Sign

Going to Woodlands to dye my hair tomorrow... It's turning more & more black... NOOO black hair for me.... =]

Anyway, I'm grateful today still... Finally I've completed the lyrics of my bro's song... He handed me the melody 3 months ago... & I only started writing 3 days ago... LOL!

My parents would be out to Genting on weekends... Glad that I managed to reject the "offer"... Would rather spend my time in Singapore sia... But, I'm sure I would die when they are back... Died of starvation...

Mr Lizard

2006-04-17T11:37:00.000-07:00

It's sad waking up so early when you're not working... I hate going PS... But for the sake of saxophone, well... =[

Saturday's musical was great! Met many new friends, though I'm very lousy at memorizing new names... It's another different memorable experience when almost the whole youth gathered... But I had a sleepless night that day... My brain refused to rest and things are flashing over & over again inside...

Alright, let's talking about my new little pet instead, Mr Lizard...

He was hiding in some corners on my desk yesterday night... He was a little tanned, but was too thin I could say... I ignored him & went for my tv as usual... Thinking I could find him later on & keep him as my little pet...

But, the next minute I see him, the little creature was inside my cup of water!!!! WHY WHY?!?! He could easily commit suicide by jumping down the table... But why must he drown himself? I still need the water you see... Though I'm a well-known gross person, but it's still not good clearing dead bodies that are bigger than the size of housefly manz...

Going out soon le... Bye... *Yawnz

Good Friday

2006-04-14T22:25:00.000-07:00

It's Good Friday today... Yupx it's more than a holiday... It's the very day Lord was been crucified on the cross & died for mankind 2006 years ago...

Wednesday, 12 April 2006
Went all the way down to Toa Payoh & reached at 215pm... They told me I'm late by 15 minutes & refused to accept my uniform! Was super fed up la since the person-in-charge was still around...

But well, it's my fault reaching late also... Can't blame them...

Thurday, 13 April 2006
Finally, I managed to return the uniform & proceed to Clementi KBox with Boonz... Sad... Ms Zhang them weren't free to join us...

O yeah... I try out Jay's "Fa Ru Xue"... But I failed... His pitch was super super high la! The chorus was bad enough... Left alone the 'screaming' part... But I'm not gonna give up yet... Will try until my throat burst! *Bleah

I realised I have one weird habit anyway... I love listening to girlz singing Stella & Elva's songs... Why? Coz the songs are nice & can see their mv lo... Pleasant to both ears & eyes... HAHAHA!

After K-ing, went over to Jurong to get my pay... It's half of my pay to be specific... They divided my pay since I transferred before I guess... Well... It's pathetically low I can say... =(

Was chatting yesterday with Minnie over msn... She told me she does visit my blog... Wey wey Minnie & Veggie... Don't come & go without a sound hor... Feel free to tag! Lol!

Saturday's event would be a success I'm sure... =]

Crucified

Laid behind a stone

You lived to die

Rejected & alone

Like a rose

Trampled on the ground

You took the fall

And thought of me

Above all

Rejected by NUS

2006-04-11T23:52:00.000-07:00

A letter from NUS in the afternoon... A thin thin letter, & I knew there's no hope since if I got in, the orientation booklet would come along... Truly, I'm been rejected... Gonna be dead... NUS is my highest chance of getting in & yet... No hope le...

Sunday, 09 April 2006
Met the gang up at 10pm @ Bukit Timah Road... Had our dinner before we settled down at a 24-hour Prata Shop...

It's nice roaming on the busy road where normally, it's even hard for you to J-walk to the opposite...

Really good meeting them up, zhiyuan wanling & peifeng... We kept laughing & crapping & I guessed, the uncle next table wanted to bash us up ba! We were super noisy la...

We updated each other with recent life, shared views on various topics etc... It was 4am when we finally bear to leave... O btw, if you ever have a chance to visit these stalls, please re-calculate your bill over again... There's no calculator or cashier & overcharging/ undercharging cases are common...

Me & yn had some shots... Our theme, "Act Cool" & this is what you got...

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He looks really angry, & I look extremely moody... That's our defination of COOL... A big difference isn't it? Hahahaz!

Monday, 10 April 2006
Met up with Ms Zhang for dinner for a short catch-up... Been long since we met & Jiez wasn't free the night...

We arranged to meet at 545pm & I was out from the MRT entrance at 544pm & reached exactly at 545pm SHARP on the spot! HAHA!

I can reach on time de ok! Provided I'm already out at elsewhere & I have no friend with me... Lol! Saw my cousin & Violet in Westmall too...

Basically as usual, Ms Zhang was suffering as she got all the souring from me... Hahaz! But well, we are buddies ma! Don't need so calculative right? =p

Alright, here's another photo took during our last Suki lunch, us been part-time "Watermelon Promoters"...

Noticed the dark charcoal at the side? Kinda "over-cooked" sia her... OOPZ! *heng her computer break down... phew*

Lastly, this is my name tag when I'm still working in KBox... A sense of belonging... =]

That's all for the day... Needa go all the way down to Toa Payoh tomorrow just to return my uniform... That's far la...

-Sianz-

NO SHOPPING

2006-04-09T21:28:00.000-07:00

Thursday, 06 April 2006
Had my saxophone class as usual... Met up with Candice & Marie at Orchard since it's too early for me to return home...

Well... I really dread shopping I can say... It really feel horrible staying in a shop for an hour... Sooooo boring! But I guess two of them would be happy when they met Leticia & Hairy, another two horrible Shopping QUEEN! *Oopz

After which we went over to look for my Nike shoes at Far East... I took 5mins to browse the whole shop & Marie urged me to spend more time to make her feel better... HAHAHA!! So I told her that if nothing catch my eyes at 1st glance, don't think there will be... Actually, I'm just lazy to spend another minute looking & examining the same old things all over again... Lol

Today, 07 April 2006
Was pretty fed-up over my duty today... Slides was done last minute & adding on to that, I reached church half an hour before time, thinking I'm super late for setup when Auntie Boo had already helped me everything...

Wasn't too comfortable when I only took over the computer at 10am when the service started at 10am SHARP! Asked Arlene to delay awhile... Luckily there's isnt any presentation...

O ya there's one... But I don't know when to present & I delay till service ended when they told me I gotta present at the beginning of the service... No last minute work for me manz... One thing that make projectionist fed-up, throwing slides at us & not telling us what the slides are & what they want out from us...

Had lunch at Jurong Point with Auntie Boo, her hubby & Mama which after slack at Auntie Boo's place... They were watching CSI when I fall asleep... HAHA! Auntie Boo said she was amazed by me as she thought CSI is interesting... Yes it is but, I don't watch shows that is w/o sub-titles... It's just too tiring paying so much attention to their conversation... LOL!

Btw, I was repeating myself when talking to Auntie Boo the whole day... She said she couldn't understand my sentence structure... Generation Gap, I'm very sure about this...

Saxophone class as usual tomorrow... Alright, meeting long-time-no-see friends, juliet zhiyuan & peifeng in awhile to Bukit Timah to "lai3 Kopi" till midnight... I'm sure there would be tons of laughters waiting for us! Our dressing code for the day ->LOK KOK... Bye!

p.s Hairy commented my blog was too boring... Only talks about my day... *Bleah

A prayer

2006-04-05T23:56:00.001-07:00

Was doing my Quiet-Time just now, when I really hear voices coming from Him... He told me to be patient; patient for the Holy Spirit to guide me along... There's too much things for Him to say to me still... A little while more...

Father Lord, my sentences are simple & my words are few. My hands do not hold gold & silver to give You nor my mouth contains great words to praise You.

But for the same loving God from beginning to end, would always love me unconditionally & never change eternally. Truly, every word I speak comes from my heart to You alone.

Thanks be to You, for even granting me a chance to KNOW You & call You Abba Father. I pray Lord, You guide me through everyday to know You more & more till the very day I see Your face. May this child of Yours be more like You. Amen.

About Gladys

2006-04-05T23:38:00.000-07:00

Alright as "promised", this entry shall be ALL about Gladys Zhong's 'good' deeds... Lol

Woke up late as I was playing game till 4am yesterday... Took cab down to Bugis for job interview with Hairy, Celine & Gladys... It's not good to be late for interview you know? Hahaz... Managed to reach before time...

The interview went well & hopefully we can start work fast... The Thai people are really nice... Hairy left early while the remaining proceeds to Adelphi... We planned to go Funan IT mall to get some lunch up the office... And the story started...

Gladys, walking in front, lead me & Celine up the escalator to Level 3 when I asked her why when fast food outlets & Foodcourt were at Level 1 & Basement... That's the time she realised her mistake... -.-"

After getting our food, we were supposed to cross to opposite side when she lead us out onto main road to prepare "J- walking" which after, we returned to use the bridge at Level 2 that links the two buildings... -.-"

I was finishing my Communion slides while they were making preparation for mission trip in office... I told Ms Gladys @ 530pm to leave the place before 6, in order for me to reach Lot1 at 630pm... 20mins went by, when I asked her to round up her things while I 'clinch' my business in toilet...

605pm, all of us were chasing her out of the place but she die die stick unto the walls... Finally, 615pm she's willing to leave... It's 620pm by the time we started taking the train... It took her 7min to reach Outram & yupx, she's in time for her appointment... But it took another 30mins for me to reach Lot1!

Well, at least "The hills have eyes" did perk my day up! It's really gross sia... With hands & blood all over the place... Hoho! My type of likings... Hahaz!

Back to topic, your guys better know what to do when your are with Gladys Zhong next time... Lol!

Quitted

2006-04-04T23:56:00.000-07:00

I quitted, finally... After numerous struggles & ponders...

Friday, 31 March 2006
It's my last day of work which, I truly enjoyed every moment of it... I requested my supervisor & captain to keep the fact from my colleagues, as I really do not wish to affect their mood...

But it's really enjoying... Me & my male colleagues, would stick closely throughout & dash into every possible room for leftover food & drinks... Untouched & hygiene food of course don't worry... Hahaz... So it's like 3-4 person squeezing & tidying a room that day when normally only one is needed... For your info, I prefer male working environment as well-known, ladies are more unfriendly & self-centred...

After work, I declared the news to them which they were all shocked... As planned during work, we stay out at some playground till dawn... We were been screened by the police due to our noise level... Lol!

It's 9am by the time I reached home... Surprisingly, I managed to board the same train with working adults going work and same bus with Aunties who just came back from market... They just woke up, and I'm going to sleep... Weird timing sia me...

It's a fun day actually... Except that 'something' bad happened which spoilt my memorable last day...

Saturday, 1 April 2006
Slept till late afternoon... Excessive alcohol the previous night, make me having headache the whole day...

Quarreled with my parents over that 'something'... I hated to quarrel with my family as I know they really care for me but sometimes, they used the wrong method...

What I could say is, whenever we heard a story from someone, it's better for us to keep it than spreading... The truth of the story keep decreasing whenever it's been passed on...

Today, 4 April 2006
Was overly surprised when I boarded the train at Yew Tee & Marie came out from the same door... We still managed to have several sentences of conversation before the door closed...

Met up with Boonz to Ang Mo Kio for collection of her stuff... Went down to Queensway as she wanted to search for her bag & me, as usual, to buy my PS2 games... I remembered the wrong location initially & nearly breakdown when I thought the shop closed down...

So we walked around with disappointment and TA-DANG~ My eyes filled with tears of joy when I caught the sight of the shop! It's the same exact feelings when I got the golden flash card from turning machine with 'Street Fighters' characters printing on it when I'm eight...

Spotted a pair of Nike Delta with simple fading black and white as base... Yupx, for sure I'm going to marry it back once I received my pay! It's been a year since I changed my last pair of Nike... Limited Edition shoes never fail to make everyone grateful... =]

Finally my durians found their way home tonight after been lost for several days... Job interview at Bugis tomorrow...

Time for new games testing!

Quitting

2006-03-30T15:06:00.000-08:00

I've talk to my supervisor, that I needa change to part-timer or rather if it's not convenient for them, gotta leave the place... He asked me to continue finish working this week... But I'm having gastric pain EVERY night... Seems like I gotta resigned asap le...

Back to topic, the past tuesday is our dear projectionists' dinner! Candice prepared pizza for us but she's busy most of the time that she couldn't sit down for meal... But really thanks her for all the effort and time of preparation...

Leticia's dad drove me & hairy back home after that... What to say, I really love open-air! hOhO! Still remembered when I'm young, me & my 2 cousins would always snatch to sit at the back though it might be only a 5 mins journey... The feeling of the wind blowing across my face, majam I'm Andy Lau in some racing movie... Hahahaz! I've decided to pick up Class 2B one day... Anybody interested too? Hehe...

Had Sushi Buffet with Sab, Hairy & Gladys yesterday @ Lot1... I was quite late since I'm finding documents to send in for SMU... The moment I sat down, I kept ordering Salmon Sashimi that I guess I consumed around 4 to 5 plates... I'm always a salmon killer...

There's this trainee over there that Sab called her as my "favorite waitress"... Lol! Her "special" way of cleaning the table really shocked us sia... But since I'm in the service line too, understand how she's feeling... Hahaz! But rarely, customers & servers would have friendly interaction...

4 more hours before another day of working... Sooooo sianz... Haiz...

-Tong Ku-

Sick from work

2006-03-28T11:56:00.000-08:00

Seems like my work is getting from bad to worst...

Well I'm blogging lesser and lesser... But my entries are getting long & long... Hahaz! Don't mind ya?

Was working basically for the past few days... Had been transferred to Jurong Outlet on Monday as I requested for night shift... Today is my off day... Initially they only wanted to off me on Thursday... But I'm gonna breakdown soon and of course, not to miss my dear projectionists' dinner at Candice's place tonight!

I worked from 7pm-330am... Back home at 430am yesterday... I received a sms from my dad after work, telling me to quit as my mum couldn't see me the whole day... It definitely freezes my heart... I didn't realize this job would affect my family life that much...

It affects my music, causing me not to have enough time to practice... It affects my temper, getting irritated easily... It affects my health, having gastric pain all night... It affects my church, letting me not to have enough sleep to attend...

New environment with unfriendly colleagues... As compared to Clementi, Jurong receptionists make me no motivation to carry on... Lol!

Perhaps like what Sab says, God is speaking loudly to me to quit this job... Especially my family and music part... It leaves me no reason to continue...

The last thing that keeps me on, to end things with responsibility...

Working Environment

2006-03-23T23:10:00.000-08:00

Got back my results...

It's the worst among my results since poly life Year2... Got a B+ for my FYP (which I thought I would fail), 2B 1C+ 1C and 2D+... One of the D+ is Valuation which I really couldn't do it and thought it might fail but surprisingly, I passed... As for another module Defects, me & Boonz were so furious over the fact that we got D when we thought we wrote quite ok... Sadz... Super disappointed over myself...

I just realised I didn't described the scope and environment of my work place up till now... Well, it's more of a male working environment though there's girlz over as receptionists and cashier... So of course as brothers, I clicked with them quite fast and well... Haha... Things had been going smooth too... Start understanding what the receptionist reporting and all that...

Just to mention, the staffs there quite amazed by my name la... Say 'Rhys' is a cool and style name... Don't know why it turns bad when in church... Haiz...

Normally there's two areas for my scope of work; one is Server, bringing people to their room; and another is Runner, bringing drinks to rooms... I was quite bad as runner, kinda impressed by that skinny Eyes of how she can carry those heavy trays with one hand... No wonder she can box me so hard everytime... =X

Ya btw, I worked 6 days per week and 8 hours a day... Gotta surrender my handphone at 11am and only collect it at 7pm... So people, anything wanna find me just leave a msg ya?

Btw, alot of staffs there are actually younger than me lo... For example, noon-shift receptionist younger than me by 2 years and thus, I always call her "Xiao Mei"... Lol... Her nerves are bursting I guess...

If you have realised, I only worked for 3 days but my colleagues are very friendly... Had a heartfelt talk with my senior yesterday, the second day of my working... At least in there, you won't exprience those Biz World colleagues, only know you during work but behaving like strangers after work...

JIez & Ms Zhang came over KBox to sing today... Though I'm runner for today, just happened my colleagues are all away and I'm free to bring them to their room! Keep disturbing them singing when sending their drinks over to their room... Lol...

ChengXi, the 2nd runner-up in Star Idol, came over with his gang of friends during KLunch too... He looks better in person rather in tv... But I dislike his room la... Big group, lotsa food and drinks to serve sia, with one runner aka me only... Hahaz... But he has his "good-friend" with him la... Oopz...

Off topic awhile, my colleagues said I look like a gangster who would smoke and fight... That makes my day! And Hairy, Ms Zhang rate me 7 out of 10 for Badness ok! Don't force me to tattoo then you give me high marks hor!

That's all for the day... Should I report work earlier tomorrow? Are entitled to sing for FREE before work (morning shift) or after work (night shift)... HohO!

Working

2006-03-21T23:52:00.000-08:00

Working was good, initially...

Reached around 1032am when I'm supposed to report at 1030am... But heard that I'm only required to report at 1045am at the later stage... Anyway the captain, someone I think looks like ShuHei, assigned me to a senior which had already works for 4 months... Yes, not 4 years but 4 months...

It's quite flexible la actually... You can walk around and check the rooms anytime you want... But as I'm very new to service line, wasn't very used to delivering the drinks with the tray...

Biggest problem of me was I couldn't figure out what's the receptionist was reporting... O btw if you have realised, KBox receptionists are always female who looks quite good... Back to topic, it was fun talking with my new colleagues, until two of them started to quarrel... And life had been miserable after since...

I thought of speaking to my supervisor tomorrow and request for night shift... Couldn't wake up that early la me... Haha... Moreover got church & saxophone class to attend... If not, I guess I'm really dead la... I think my hair too could not pass sia... And I will be serving all alone by myself tomorrow...

Unless you work wanted to reach as captain who do nothing but walks around and play games, never become a server in there... No songs you wanna hear as you wish, but alot of "broken" voice and screamings going around in there...

My left hand is broke...

-Haiz-

Troubled

2006-03-20T23:54:00.000-08:00

I'm troubled...

Woke up around noon, which considered super early to me liew... Reached Toa Payoh at 130pm and the KBox there is super hard to find la... Out from Mrt, there is an extended shopping mall whereas KBox is located outside the mall, among the shophouses...

I got there... The uncle there said my shoulders are broad, gave me a M size uniform, or polo tee u called that... But when I tried it back home, I guess the products came from America ba... It's real big, as compared to normal asian polo tee...

Went to PS for my saxophone class after that... Had my lunch ALONE at MOS, not Ministry Of Sound ah, purely MOS Burger... Hahaz, not funny I know... If you are wondering why I emphasis so much on the "alone", its because I don't usually have meals myself... It feels so lonely eating all by yourself and I would rather skip it... But well, I'm really hungry then... Good that MOS had alot of lonely souls like me having lunch alone... Perhaps the cosy layout of furnitures does attract the lonely souls floating out there...

Proceed to Queensway in the evening in search of my black jeans... Got some PS2 gangster games again, which are successfully turning me violent... Haha... Bought contact lens too, something I did not used for ages... Nope I'm not vain, just trying to "maintain" my appearance during work...

Met my parents on the way as they picked me back home... I took BB out for a walk, something which I have not done for decades... So coincidently, I ran into Zhiyuan & Weiqi them having Bbq at my ex-classmate, Weijie's house... Btw Weijie live nearby me, 1 min's walk from my place... But it's been so long since I last contact this bunch of secondary school friends... Returned there and had an hour talk after I brought BB back home...

O btw forget to mention, my uniform is super un-presentable la... Lol... Two drinks' brand printed very BIG on each side of the sleeves, matched with a bright red collar... Prefer the very 1st batch of their polo tee... Plain cool black polo tee with only a logo at the front...

I'm troubled not because of the design of uniform or the oversize polo tee, but seem nobody is quite supportive in me working there... I really know they are for my own good... I know it would affect me going church and worsen myself...

But I'm already 19 turning 20 soon, I couldn't keep asking for money from parents and happily playing my games everyday... It's time I take up some responsibilities like every adult should have...

Yet, I'm a building student and have no qualification to fight over office work with others... Didn't like formal wear too... That leaves me to either sales or service line... If I'm gonna keep waiting for the right job, holidays would just end like that... I did tried others and I know what I should do, but I'm left with no alterative... 10 more hours to start of my work... I'm really troubled...

Perhaps I should just go ahead and try out one week... At least I did try, even if that means I failed...

-Sad-

Job job

2006-03-19T23:47:00.000-08:00

I've got a job...

Was napping once back home when received a call that woke me up... The manager of KBox called to inform I'm employed and asked me to go down to Toa Payoh for collection of polo tee, after which report at 1030am at Clementi tomorrow... But I requested to work on Tuesday instead since they need me to wear black jeans... It's seldom nowadays youngsters wear black jeans out right? Somemore black pants are not allowed...

Alright, back to the confirmation service this morning... I guess I did troubled alot of people over borrowing of white shirt... Althea, Shenghao, Sier... Really thanks alot people! Though I guess they won't have a chance to read my blog la... lol

I slept at 3am the night before... Was kinda sleepy during the service... So, two by two we are required to go up the stage while the bishop prayed for us... He pronounced Leticia & Jonathan's names wrongly... But not that bad la...

So it's my turn, I went up with Gladys... Kneeled extremely low, so that he could reach the back of my head and won't mess up my hair... Great strategy ok! Haha...

Alright that's not the main point... The main point is, when it's my turn, he pronounced my name as RICE TAN! I'm super sad la! Everyone was laughing when I got off the stage... Demoralized for the whole day... Is my name that hard to pronounce?

After which we proceed to Jurong Point to have our lunch... Yes in my weird attire, white tee and black formal pants...

Btw, I got a project from Auntie Boo and I'm expected to hand in the powerpoint slides, over 20pages from booklet, within a week if possible... Stressed...

Just to mention, Sier shared a very encouraging testimonial yesterday that touches my heart and makes me reflect...

Gotta wake up early to go down for collection of tees and perhaps, off to buy black jeans after my saxophone lesson... But KBox did not take in Boonz, which does make me very discouraged...

Off to bed now...

Interviews

2006-03-17T19:25:00.000-08:00

For the past two days, had been out with Boonz in search of jobs...

Went to Clementi, Causeway and PS for interviews... Currently there's these two jobs that had been interviewed... I really hope I could get into the KBox one... So that I could request for night shift and at least it won't affect my Sunday Service whereas the other would...

There's lots of jobs available out there, but somehow I always doesn't fit their requirements... The benefits of sales assistant is real good, except that it has long hours and required full day on weekends... The type of works that don't require you to work on weekends are office jobs... But formal? Not for me manz... I'm troubled...

O ya... Yesterday, the interviewer at PS asked me a super short question that makes me awkward, shocked yet funny... I wonder why she had the thought & courage to ask but the question definately puts me and Boonz laughed the whole day... However, not convenient to post out here la... Lol

The past two days had been going renting comics... I'm into a super gross, disgusting series... Haha... Any lady thinking of dieting, your could approach me anytime for the comics... It would definately makes you puke out all your meals for the past 3 days...

NTU had called me down for an interview for my Non-Academic Achievements... Interview again... But I don't think I'm going down since I only have a NDP certificate... The other competitions I attended as a team, only awarded with trophies which were left in Secondary School back then... Thousands of NDP certificates giving out each year, I'm not taking it all the way down to Bugis and make the staff laugh at me... No no...

I'm asked to help out in packing stuffs for projection... Yet, I left out one important cable that needs to be connected to the laptop! Oh Dear... I'm super disappointed at myself over the performance for Sunday Service last Sunday... Am I really qualified to be a projectionist?

For once

2006-03-15T23:52:00.000-08:00

For once, I would do everything just to make you smile.

For once, I would never do anything that makes you cry.

For once, I know I could bring you nothing but troubles.

For now, I know your smile doesn't come from me.

Reopen of blog

2006-03-14T17:25:00.000-08:00

Welcome everyone! Reopen of my new blog...

Yesterday after my saxophone class, went for an interview at Ang Mo Kio in a comics shop... Didn't expect them to hire me on the spot and I was called to report for work tomorrow since I told that I could start on wednesday...

Was having dinner when Boonz called me... And I lost my job after 2 hours... Hahaz... As there's too many full-timers they had hired including me, they started kicking the part-timers away... Since Boonz no longer work there, no point for me to go down so far to work also... Not mentioning the pay was low too... Anyway, thanks Hairy for helping me to make the call... I really don't know how to reject people de... Lol

O ya, yesterday was talking with Hairy over the phone... She 'broke' my heart 4 times over one night... This "heavy colour light friend" de person, always act innocent infront of others & get me into troubles... Sad...

Anyway, I think I still couldn't convince myself to place my deepest thoughts in words and post them on blog... It feels so unsafe... Perhaps, it's much better for me to talk over phone, face to face or msn One-To-One sharing my darkest secrets... That works out pretty well for my case...

Alright, back to my PS2... Bye...

Troubled

2006-03-13T21:25:00.000-08:00

I'm troubled...

Woke up around noon, which considered super early to me liew... Reached Toa Payoh at 130pm and the KBox there is super hard to find la... Out from Mrt, there is an extended shopping mall whereas KBox is located outside among the shophouses...

I got there... The uncle said my shoulders are broad, gave me M size... But when I tried it back home, I guess the shirts came from America ba... It's real big, as compared to normal asian polo tee...

Went to PS for my saxophone class... Had my lunch alone at MOS, not Ministry Of Sound ah, purely MOS Burger... Hahaz... If you are wondering why I emphasis so much on the "alone", it's because I don't take meals alone... It feels so lonely and I would rather skip it... But well, I'm really hungry then... Good that MOS had alot of lonely souls like me having lunch alone... Perhaps the cosy layout of furnitures does attract the lonely souls flowing out there...

Proceed to Queensway in the evening in search of my black jeans... Got some gangster games again, which soon would turn me into a real gangster ba... Haha... Bought contact lens too, something I did not used for ages... Nope I'm not vain, just trying to "maintain" my appearance during work... Hahaz...

Met my parents on the way as they picked me back home... I took BB out for a walk, something which I did not do for decades... So coincidently, I ran into Zhiyuan & Weiqi them having Bbq at my ex-classmate, Weijie's house... Btw Weijie live nearby me, 1 min walk out... But it's been long since I contact this bunch of secondary school classmates...

O btw forget to mention, the KBox polo tee is super ugly la... Lol... Left sleeve with a big "Coca Cola" while right sleeve having "Martell" with red collar... I still prefer the very 1st batch of polo tee... Plain cool black polo tee with only a KBox logo...

I'm troubled not because of the ugly polo tee or the big polo tee size, but seem nobody is quite supportive in me working there... I really know they are for my own good... I know it would affect me going church and worsen myself... But I'm already 19 turning 20 soon, I couldn't keep asking for money from parents...

Yet, I'm a building student and have no qualification to fight over office work with others... Didn't like formal wear too... That leaves me to sales or service line... If I'm gonna keep waiting for the right job, holidays would just end like that... I did tried others and I know what I should do, but I'm left with no alterative... 10 more hours to start of my work... I'm really troubled...

Perhaps I should just try out one week... At least I did try, even if that means I failed...

-Sad-